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chapter 26: MINE

Tahreem's pov:

"I love you".....

He said it.. He said those words which I had been dying to hear all this time . But was his words true or he's just saying so I could forgive him for what he did...no, no I can't trust him .....

" No, u are lying I don't, don't believe you! " I said looking at him with my tear brimming eyes. But when I saw how hurt he looked ,after listening those words I instantly regret saying that. He took few steps closer to me and only few inches were separating us... He was soo close that I could smell his cologne,  felt his breath on my face and I didn't dare lift my eyes but then I felt him cupping my face and That made my eyes goes wide as I look at him. He was looking at me with such a intense loving gaze which could break all the walls I had made all these years....

"Now tell me, do u think I could lie to you about something like this...i love you tahreem, I love you soo damn much that when I saw you , I couldn't believe my luck I have been dying to have you and u think I am lying to you!! I have been in love with you for a long time but I couldn't tell you bcz on that time I know u would have never date me and I thought I didn't deserve you. believe me I still think that but I couldn't afford to lose you , not again. i can't even bear the thought of someone being close to you or touch you. I'm sorry that I took a lot of time to say this but I love soo much babe!.. " He said all those words while looking into my eyes... And I? I was on a cloud nine hearing his confession..his eyes were showing nothing but pure love for me..My heart was melting at his every word , it was telling me to believe him. But how? How he can love me.. I don't look like the girls he had been together with..and that's how my insecurity kicked in. I slowly removed his hand from my face and stepped away a lil and said

" No, seojun we are different and how can you love a girl like me? I'm fat and not beautiful like those girls.. And I'm Muslim, we aren't meant to be and pls don't touch me! U have n-no rights !. " I don't know from where I got this courage to say to those words to him. It's really hard to utter the words when u feel the exact opposite of them.But had seojun ever listen to me? His eyes were red with fury and something I have never seen someone felt for me and that was... Possessiveness.. And suddenly he grabbed me by my waist and pulled me towards his body I gasped at the contact.

" I. have. every. fucking. right to touch you! So for ur own sake don't ever say these words!! Nobody can keep me away from you not even me!!! And can't you see how much I love you the way u are... I love every inch of ur body, reem. Every inch.... U feel like home to me , a home Where's peace and love. U drive me insane.. Can't you feel how my body is shaking with desire for you. U are everything I want!.. And have I ever make u feel like that u have to be conscious of urself!? U are perfect baby! So don't ever feel like u are less than perfect. " He said and tightened his hold. I could feel every inch of his body, his private part too... Looking at my tomato turned face and he smirked. It felt like my mind has shutted off.. Seojun leaned towards my ear and whispered..

" Babe, can you feel just how much I want you? " And pulled me more towards and I felt... He was hard and I gasped at the feeling. My face was burning hot , never in a millions years I thought that day will come when seojun, the man I loved crazily would say that or felt something like that.... I was in shock but somehow I had a lil courage and looked at him.

" Wh-what? " I whispered.

" This feeling, my arms wrapped around you! I have never felt more turned on than now... U are driving me insane. U have no idea how I am controlling myself but I have been wanting this for a longtime. U remember when the first time I get to hold you? I still couldn't forget the feel of ur warm soft body and when I realized I am the first one to had that honour to hold you and felt this, this is my home. And u remember our first kiss, ohh I bet u remember that, how could you forget ur first kiss, I swear , on that night I couldn't  sleep the whole night , only thinking how  ur plump soft lips felt amazing against mine, I just  wanted them kiss again an-" Oh my god, just how much shameless he had become after all these years. I put my palm against his mouth to shut him up otherwise he would have killed me by embarrassment  .