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chapter 23: new him? .

Seojun's pov:

"Sir, are you free at the moment? " My manager, Mr. Jung came in my hotel room.

" I wasn't, but now u are here, Tell me why u have ruined my only time of rest... When u clearly know that, I was shooting for 18 hours straight! " I said, while sitting up . I have been shooting in Scotland for my new movie for almost a month now..

" Sir, actually mam has been calling me non stop ,even I told her that u are sleeping but she's not listening, plz talk to her. She's saying it's important!. " He said in a pleading tone. I think haeun has annoyed the shit of out him, God this girl didn't understand the word privacy. She knows that I'm busy but still she's calling me in middle of it.

" Ok, I will call her , now go and don't disturb me"I said and went back to sleeping, which will not come until I face my good for nothing girlfriend. Lee haeun, she is model, in short someone who's trying to shine in the industry. She and I met five months ago, she's kinda cute and I needed a great distraction from my past's demons that don't leave a chance to make me feel awful about how I broke someone so bad who loved me so much!..

Mr. Jung was about to close the door when I asked," Hyung, when's the last shoot scheduled? " .

" Sir, it's tomorrow at 11 am and will end late."
He replied .

" After that? Are we going to Korea the next day?" I asked while rubbing my eyes and trying to search for my phone.

"No sir, the director is gonna throw the wrap up party the next evening which is mostly the dinner,so u have to attend it first." He told me with patience.

" Ok, then make sure to book the next morning filght to Korea. I can't wait to go home. It's really cold here. Damn my hands can't even work properly. " I said while stretching my fingers , it looks like they are jammed. He nodded and closed the door . After he was gone, I called haeun and she answered on a first ring.

" Hey. " I said in my sleepy tone.

" Hi baby , so finally u miss me, huh? "

" Yeah, my manager told me that u were being an idiot by calling him non stop. Are you out of ur mind, do u think he's free and Do you think I'm free to hear ur childish bluffs? " I said feeling angry at her for being so childish.

" No baby, I wasn't calling to mess around. It's just I have finally got advertisement, which I 'll be doing for huge coffee brand but there's one prob that u only can solve! " She said excitedly.

" What is it? "

" Actually, the director told me that they have been trying to convince you to do their advertisement but u didn't have dates back then, so now they have told me to convince you. Pls babe say yes. It will be my first advertisement of the biggest coffee brand and for the first time we will be sharing the small screen together, pls pls babe.. For me?? " Ohh, so that's why , she ruined my sleep, bcz madam wanted the advertisement and they wanted me.

" Ok, when I come back I will see, what can I do!"I said.

" I know u will say yes, u can't say no to me, now when are you coming back? "

" Idk, the shoot will wrap up soon, I'll be in Korea in few days. So now u have to be a good girl and no more calls to me or Mr Jung, u get that? "

" Ok, love you babe!! "

And without listening the full sentence I hang up. I can't seems to answer that... I have tried a lot but I just couldn't, those words wouldn't want to come out my mouth. I can say in front of ccamera for hundred times knowing that it's not coming from my heart and are just part of my job . After working for years in this industry, I didn't lose my passion, but the feeling of being successful isn't what I thought it would be. It would never compare to the feeling I had felt when I got my first role and tahreem was the first person came in my mind to share that news... Maybe bcz of her, I don't feel like old times. Maybe bcz of her, my life was more vibrant and exciting... But After that disastrous night , everything changed. I wasn't same the way I was before. I don't feel happy when I have got everything I wanted from life. I don't laugh or get sad. I have become numb I guess!.. There's only one thing that made me feel at ease are my family and my friends. They are the reason I'm sane. It feels like that muslim girl had taken everything from me and left me with all her memories and habits. I don't like alcohol anymore, it's been nearly 4 since I touched it . After we drift apart, I used to drink a lot but one day when I was sitting in a local bar and waiting for my drink , I started looking outside from the near window . Suddenly a hijabi girl walked from there, my heart skipped a beat , for the moment I thought she was reem but she wasn't... And I thought if she was here and would have seen me in the bar , while drinking. How she would have reacted? She would have been disappointed at me , I remembered her face when the last time I saw her at the balcony, she was hurt and broken. I could never forgotten that look she given me , the pain in her eyes... No, no I couldn't take that drink after remembering that and from that day I had never touched it. One thing was clear that she had affected me in more ways that she realized. Even when I fully vanished from her life. But she didn't from mine. During these years, my hired man gave me every details what had been happening in her life. I was glad that she completed her degree and now working in one of the best companies of Seoul . She's always been like that, embitious and strong. I just wish that she forgive one day and I get over from that guilt of hurting her...and that's how sleep come and took me in its embrace.