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chapter 15: surprise!

Seojun's pov:

After coming home, I went straight to my bed, laying there only one thing came to my mind and that was tahreem... I can't believe we kissed today. I know it was an accident but still... I was the first one who get to feel her lips... God I'm lucky. No, now I'm being idiot! Aren't I? Bcz I can't think about her like that.... She.. She deserves better. But then why I'm getting jealous over every guy I see with her? Why I'm feeling so giddy after being close with her. Me being an actor, kissing isn't something big for me. I have kissed my co actress and few girlfriends in the past, these lil intimate moments shouldn't matter to me, then why the heck I kept remember the moment our lips touched.. Why can't I get that out my mind, I need to control my feelings but that wasn't I doing all these months? Maintaining my distance from her. Ignoring my feeling towards her then why I'm being like this.! ??but she makes feel happy. Damn why do u have to be soo pure and addicting tahreem!!! After staying away from u for 2 months, I thought my heart forgot those feelings but only one meeting broke all the boundaries of my heart, all the control on my feelings just vanished.....

Thinking that I stood up went to the vanity mirror and looked myself and again I was remembering how I hugged her tightly in the toilet stall. We were just opposite! I was all bones and tight muscles and she was so soft and round from every place. I didn't knew I would enjoyed someone's body that much!... Having these thought I looked back at my bed and thought 'how would it feel to cuddle with you tahreem...?? How would it feel to sleep in your warm embrace?! Damnnn amazing right?!!!...

Shut up u dirty mind.!!! I swear if she hear that she would never even look at me... 'But she couldn't bcz she isn't here. Don't act like u didn't like the thought of her in ur room, in ur bed, in ur arms... 'My mind said to me.

Yeah I like it soo much.... And I didn't noticed I was smiling crazily until I heard my phone vibrate, indicated I gotta text so I went to my bed and took my phone to check who texted me but after seeing the text and who did . I couldn't smile anymore. Bcz that text was from my girlfriend do Yeon..

The text..
'hey, babe. How are you doing? U left early from the dinner, I thought we gonna spent the night together. Well how about tomorrow? Will be waiting for ur text, love you'.

After meeting tahreem , I complete forget about do Yeon. After seeing her text, I put my phone back without replying! What should I reply! I have got nothing to say. My mind is messed up, I'm thinking of someone else in my arms. When I have got a freaking girl friend. I saw myself again in the mirror and pointed the finger at my reflection, said" Its ur fault, u idiot! U got urself in this mess.... Now deal with it. U decided that tahreem would never be yours so u want to get over from ur feelings towards her , so u started dating do Yeon but now ur fucked up mind still can't let these feeling go, then why will do Yeon has to suffer in the mess. Get a grip park! Tahreem is beautiful dream which can't be true bcz we want different things from life. Don't make it hard for anyone, u have to remember that do Yeon is ur girl friend, so she should be ur first priority. '

Yeah from Now on. Do Yeon is my first priority and I won't think about tahreem in any way.... At least I will try to.... And it's not like she love me... Right?!.

Tahreem 's pov:

It's 14 Dec today, me and Haley shifted in her new apartment 2 days ago. So now we are living in this beautiful apartment. Hannamdong is very high class area, mostly rich people live here. Which kind of makes me a lil awkward as I have never lived in that environment... Everywhere u see expensive things like cars, with new models and people with branded clothes and what not.... But Haley is enjoying every thing. She even made a friend who lived a floor below us.
University was now lil far from  here. So it took us at least half an hour. Which was manageable as haley has a car.... Now I'm in a library, doing my assignment which I couldn't do it earlier as I was busy accompanying Haley. Bcz madam don't want to go alone anywhere.... The assignment is almost completed and I was feeling really tired after working on it . So I thought to take a break admire the out side from window. Guys December here is crazy... It's really cold and for the first time I saw snowfall which was one of the best moments of my life . It's so fascinating.... But still it's really cold, bcz in Karachi I had never felt that cold, here if I didn't wear a padded jacket, I would surely freeze to death. That's why I'm not taking any risk and wore a black padded jacket before coming here. I'm feeling warm enough. Looking out from the window to evening Seoul in winter is an other pleasure...