Chapter 6: An Annoying Night
My entire weekend was ruined.
Simula ng umuwe si Auburn ditto kahapon galling sa “picnic” cum date nila ni Stephen sa Tagaytay, she never stop blabbing about what happened.
Naririndi na ako! Shet to the highest level!
Punung-puno na ng inggit tong puso ko! Kung ibang tao lang to baka nasapak ko na mukha tong pesteng kakambal ko na to!
Ghad! Help me endure her unending story about him and their stupid date! I hate it! Kelan ba siya titigil?!
“…so we went horseback riding, nakakatuwa nga eh, I really want to ride alone sa horse, but apparently I was not perfectly dressed! Hahah, kung alam ko lang hindi na sana ako humiram ng da—“
She was not able to continue what she was going to say.
Punong-puno na ko kaya ko idinabog ang mga libro ko sa harap niya! If she lost her eyesight ng dahil sa stupid date niya at hindi niya Makita na marami akong ginagawa, well I don’t care! I don’t have the luxury of time to listen to her silly ol’ stories!
Well seriously, I may sound bitter and rude, but duhhh, she’s getting into my nerves!
“p-problem…?” she only said then look at me.
I irritably rolled my eyes! And glared at her, at the most intimidating look as possible. Kung nakamamatay lang ang tingin!
“yo, will you quit that” she said and raised her two hands na para bang hinoholdap ko siya.
“yo!” panggagaya ko sa kanya.
“you can talk anything crappy to me for all you want but not now! I don’t have all the time in the world Auburn! So snap off!”
“I just want to share to you my happiness” she said tila my tampo sa tono.
Lalo lang tuloy akong nainis.
“well to tell you frankly, I couldn’t care any less about you and him…” I said and gathered all my books on the table. Hinayaan ko na yung ibang gamit ko sa sala. Babalikan ko na lang mamaya. Dire-diretso akong pumasok sa kwarto ko.
Bahala siya, kung naoffend siya, at kung oo man, sorry siya. I’m definitely not in the mood. I may be acting all bitchy at the moment pero wala akong pinagsisihan sa ginawa ko at mga sinabi ko kanina. And besides this is the real Amber so she needs to endure it.
I sat on the edge of my bed. Siguro nga inggit na inggit lang ako kaya ako nagkakaganito kay Auburn. Bakit ba kasi hindi ako ang nagustuhan ni Stephen? Pareho naman kami ng mukha ni Auburn ah. At saka mabait naman ako eh, sa totoo lang.
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I almost laugh at myself. I’m sounding obsessed and pathetic na.
I heaved out a sigh at tumingin sa kawalan.
nakita ko sa may bedside table yung music box ko. Natuwa na naman ako dahil ditto. I opened it immediately and let it sound.
Agad namang sumayaw yung ballerina ng music box ko.
I always feel calm, basta naiisip ko ang ballet. how I wanted to become a prima ballerina someday not just a prima ballerina but a Prima ballerina assoluta. Just like my idol Pierina Legnani and Anna Pavlova.
Gusto kong maabot ang mga naabot nila. Ambisyosa nga siguro ako pero its better naman na kesa sa walang pangarap. Kung si Anne Curtis nga na hindi maganda ang boses naabot ang dream maging recording star. Ako pa kaya?
