the love of my life - Pablo Gavi

a new job?

Tess pov:I'm in the guest bed, I just woke up. I see that it is already light outside. I pick up my phone and I'm shocked when I see the time. 2 pm, why didn't Mikky say anything? We were going to Barcelona at 1 pm for lunch and then went to the beach. 

I stare at the ceiling. It has now been exactly 2 weeks since Pablo and I broke up. The pain has not gone away, it seems like the pain is getting a little worse every day. I quickly get out of bed and walk downstairs. 

Mikky is preparing food. 'Good morning Tess, did you sleep well?' 'Good morning Mik. Slept well, but why didn't you wake me?' She smiles. "I thought it was important that you get a good night's sleep." 'That's sweet of you. 

Are we going to the city later?' "Yes, that's fine with me, if you like it." 'I'm excited.' 'Top!' I sprint upstairs to get changed. I got some clothes yesterday when Pablo wasn't home. Frenkie has a house key for Pablo, in case of an emergency.

"Which restaurant do you want to go to, Tess?" "Um, this one?" I point to a small restaurant.' 'Yes, that one is great!' We order our food. 

After lunch we walk towards the beach. I feel tears welling up in my eyes. This is the part of the beach where Gavi and I always went. Mikky looks at me worriedly. 'I'm sorry. It must be hard for you to be here." I quickly wipe away my tears. "It doesn't matter, I'll have to get used to it eventually." We walk onto the beach and look for a spot. 

I'm going for a swim, I'll see you soon Mikky!' 'Okay, see you soon!' I lie on my stomach and close my eyes.

I feel a hand on my arm. I immediately think it's Gavi. But it's Mikky. 'Shall we go home? It's terribly busy on the beach.' I look around and Mikky is right. The beach is completely full of people. Many people look at me, some with disdain, some with sympathy. A lot of people know who I am, and everyone sees me as a cheater. I hope that one day people will realize that that is not the case. I quickly get up and grab my things. I put on my slippers and then we walk to the car.

I'm lying in my bed looking at pictures of me and Pablo. I know it's not convenient,but it is not possible to think him away at once. Mikky walks into the room. 

'Tess, Xavi just called. He wants to see you at 5 pm, the team is training then, but he wants to discuss something with you.' 'Oh okay, you know why?' 'No, he didn't say that.' I look at my phone. "Shoot. It's already 4 pm. I'm going to get ready quickly!' 'I'll take you to Camp Nou.' 'Thanks.' 

I put on short jeans and a white top. I look outside and it seems cold, so I grab a hoodie. Pablo's hoodie. When I had packed all my things, I quickly grabbed a hoodie from him. A hoodie with his perfume. 

Maybe that makes it even harder to forget him, but I just had to have something from him. I quickly put on some make-up and put my hair in a high ponytail. Then I walk downstairs. 

"I'm ready!" "Great!" Then we'll be right on time.' I get into Mikky's car. "I hope I can start driving a car soon." She smiles. 'I understand. Have you had any lessons yet?' 'Yes, some already. But those lessons were in France. And I would like my Spanish driver's license, because I plan to stay here longer.' 'How nice!' 'Yes, I think so too. I still have to be here for another year for my studies and they have a lot of knowledge about fashion here and it is also a big deal here. And most importantly, I really developed a love for this country. I would prefer to never leave here again.

"Thanks for bringing me Mik." "That's all right, when should I pick you up?" "I don't know. I'll call, okay?' 'That's fine!' Then she drives away. 

I walk towards the field and mentally prepare myself. There's a good chance I'll see Pablo now. I see Xavi walking towards me. 'Hey Tess! Good to see you again!' 'Nice to see you again Xavi!' 'Do you mind if we sit in the duck-out? I have to stay with the boys' training.' 'Yes, no problem!' 

I'm so glad I have a hoodie, it's quite cold. I walk behind Xavi to the field. "Do you want something to drink?" "Yes please. Do you have tea?' 'Yes of course, coming soon!' Xavi walks away. I look around the field. Everyone is busy with their exercises. 

There's a boy standing with his back turned to me. But I know exactly who it is. Pablo. I feel a indescribable pain going through my body but I try to take it easy. Then Pablo turns around. He looks at me. I look at him too. Do I see tears in his eyes? 

Then Xavi walks towards me with the tea. "Please." "Thank you." "Okay, I just wanted to talk to you." I look at him with interest. 'It may be too much to ask, because you are still studying, but would you like to become a coach at FC Barcelona?' 

I look at Xavi. "Are you serious?" "Yes. A coach retired last week and we are looking for someone new. I suggested it to the boys, if they knew anyone, and Pablo immediately thought of you.' I try to keep the butterflies in my stomach. Don't give it the chance to flutter, but it happens anyway. 

"I would really like to take the job." "Great! I already grabbed the papers, hoping you would say yes.' I laugh. Xavi hands me the paper and a pen. I draw them. "Really Tess, you helped us a lot." "I'm happy to do it. But when should I start?' "It may be short notice, but could you come tomorrow evening? We train from 8 p.m. to 10 p.m.' 'Yes, I can.' 'Great. Feel free to stay now.' 'I think it would be fun.' Xavi walks away again and I grab my phone. I text Mikky that I'm riding with Frenkie.