the love of my life - Pablo Gavi

It'll be okay

Tess pov:

Mi amor: Hey Tess. Can we talk?

You: Yea, do you mind if I come over later?

Mi amor: I would love it if you would come!

Mikky, could you maybe drive to Pablo's house?' "Sure, are you guys going to make it up to me?" I smile. 'I think so.'

 I'm in front of Pablo's house and somehow I feel nervous. Mikky rings the doorbell. Pablo opens the door. I get a smile on my face when I see him. He smiles too. I walk towards him and I put my hands around his waist and hug him. He holds me tight. 

'I never want to let you go again Tess, never again.' I hear him crying. I cry too. I rest my head on his chest. 'I will never let you go either.' He gives me a kiss on my lips. I feel butterflies in my stomach and I feel like I'm glowing. 'I'm going, enjoy each other.' Mikky winks and walks away.

We sit on the couch. "Did he hurt you much?" 'Yes. I have 2 bruised ribs and a head wound.' I see that there are tears in his eyes. "It's okay, darling. We can't change anything anymore.' 

"I was so mean to you. I'm so sorry.' 'True, but I'm glad you said sorry. And of course I forgive you.' I'm going to lie against Pablo. Pablo plays with my hair. I'm enjoying. 

'I'm so glad everything turned out well, Tess. I thought about you all night. I just couldn't imagine life without you.' 'I had the same. 2 weeks felt like a decade. I don't think I could handle missing you forever.' 'Luckily you don't have to.' I'm going to lie a little closer to him. 

'And I'm so sorry. From now on I would always give you the space to tell your story and I will never leave you again.' 'I will never leave you either. And you need to know, I understand your actions very well. Please don't feel guilty.' 'I'll try.'

After a while I slowly sit up. 'What is there mi vida?' I feel myself getting all warm inside. 'I missed that nickname so much.' "I also missed calling my love that." 

My stomach rumbles. Then I remind myself why I sat up. "I'm quite hungry." I say laughing. "That can be remedied." Pabo now also sits up. 'Do you want take-out?' 'I can make something myself with you, if that's okay.

Do you still have vegetables and meat at home?' I see Pablo turning red. Then I look at him. His eyes are sunken and he is skinny, really skinny. I felt it when I hugged him, but I thought it was my imagination.

'When was the last time you ate, darling?' Pablo turns even redder. "Um, yesterday morning." He looks down. 'Are you serious?' He nods. "What did you eat yesterday morning?" 'An apple. because I almost fainted.' He says softly. I see his lip tremble. 

I open my arms for a hug. He lies down against me. I wrap my arms around him. "It's okay, sweetheart. Would you like to tell me why you eat less?' 

'Almost all the players on the team are terribly muscular. I thought, I already do a lot of strength training and if I eat almost nothing, I will lose weight and gain muscle.' 

"But that's not necessary at all, darling." 'You are perfect.' Looking at me with a watery smile. "That's sweet of you, but I don't think so." "It'll be okay, Pablo. But something needs to be changed. Do you think you can solve it with me? Or do you want professional help?' 'I'm already seeing a psychologist. But I don't think I can do it without professional help.' 'That's not bad at all. It will be okay Pablo, I promise you that.' Pablo hugs me. I hug him back. 

I look at him. Then out of nowhere he kisses me. I kiss him back. After a while we get up and walk upstairs. I sit on his bed. "Pablo, it's my first time." I say. He looks at me with love. 'If you don't want it, that's fine too mi vida.' 'No, I want to.' 

I'm not going to write what happens next, because I just find it too uncomfortable. But we all know what happened ;)

I want to thank you all for reading! I've only just started the story, but I hope you'll keep reading. And don't forget to vote, that would make me very happy:)

love,

 the writer