I LOVE YOU

MARZ BHI DAWA BHI

POV-KARAN

I am feeling all kinds of emotion. I opened my eyes in the morning and the first thing I saw was her face. Her face looked calm.... Peaceful. I bent down a little so that I could smell her fragrance... So soft, so seductive... and then all the incidents from the last night flashed in my mind.... Last night.... I never planned to confess my feelings like that... Or maybe confess to her ever... But her telling me that she would leave, I was scared. I felt like I couldn't breathe.
The kiss wasn't supposed to happen!! The confession wasn't supposed to happen!!! Whatever happened wasn't supposed to happen!!!

What have I done? I screamed at myself, still not able to look away from Tejasswi.

You just kissed her, and told her about your feelings, and she accepted your feelings..... Simple! One logical part of me said.

Because she got emotional, listening to all your sob story confession.! The other part said. You don't even remember her!

Doesn't matter! She is single, you approached, she accepted! End of story! Does it really matter ke kya tha kya nahi! First part said.

The only thing she kept asking was if you remember anything about her!!! The mean part said.

That is utter stupidity, if you let her go just because you lost some of your memories. The nicer part said.

"But those memories means something for her!" I whispered.

You can always give her new memories!! We will be the happiest... More than before... Said the nicer part.

You remember your ex's.... And not her.... Come on man.... How would you feel if you were in her position!! The mean part said.

"I need to fix this!" I said as I get up from the bed. It's 9 in the morning and I promised myself that before I come home today I will have some answers.

"Parvez!! Kidhar hai?" I called parvez.

"Bas Bhai, raste me!" He said.

"Jaldi aa! Zaruri Kam se bahar jana hai!" I told him.
I left the guest room quietly, so that Tejasswi won't wake up. I don't want her to come with me, not today.
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"You have missed all your sessions Karan!!" The therapist said.

"I am sorry... I guess!!" I don't know what to say. I wasn't really interested in going for the therepy, I was remembering things on my own pretty fine and everything was good, until I decided to confess and the only thing, the girl I love said were 'why can't you remember me?'
"Humare gharon me Aaj bhi therepy lene ki sirf ek wajah hai ke aap pagal ho gaye ho! I didn't wanted to sress my parents by making them believe that I was infact crazy!"

"Oh!!! Is that why your mother and father asked me 200 times about your therepy session!" He said. I was really surprised it's weird.

"They were worried! The moment you started remembering things your father called me asking me if he should bring you here!" Doctor said.

"But I thought it really wasn't necessary since... Sab toh yaad aa hi raha tha!" I said.

"Toh phir?" Doctor smiled.

"I remember everything, but...." I hesitated "apparently the girl I confessed, I can't remember anything about her!"

"Maybe you never knew her before the accident!" He suggested.

"Maybe.... But then why does she insists me remembering her!" I was now confused.

"Hmmm... Did you ask her?" He asked.