hope
noceur
(n.) the one who stays up late
i was all over her - salvia palth
"i just remember i was lonely"
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a cambion will only start 'living' after seven years of existence. it was something that had been drilled into him for years. a cambion's seventh birthday is one of great celebration and tradition. he was told that again and again in the years leading up to that 'special day'.
in chan's case, his seventh birthday was just a reminder of how truly alone he was.
there was no momentous, grand celebration, no tradition to be carried on. just chan. there was no jolt of life from within his chest, no sudden need for air in his dormant lungs. just a gaping hole that would always be there, no matter how hard he tried to fill it.
he didn't know how to blink, how to breathe.
he didn't know how to live.
and that was what scared him more than anything else.
the simple act of living that everyone around him seemed to effortlessly achieve, was the one thing he was physically incapable of.
he was like a shell.
a solid form of being hiding an empty soul.
scared, heartless, and numb, chan found it hard to keep up with the world around him.
that was, until the day he met them.
if chan's heart could function, he was sure it would tear through his chest immediately, escaping the barren wasteland he carried within him and beating for them instead.
so it did, not literally of course. but his chest felt lighter, more full than it used to be, despite his still heart.
his life changed completely all because of two random boys.
and he would cherish them forever.
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can you guess who the two boy's are?
let me know :)
- hyunwaffles
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