just a bunch of panic/anxiety attacks

Argument.

characters: kirishima, bakugou
tw?: panic attack
desc: red dude yells at boom boy

Bakugou pov

He was pacing around the room and mumbling, like Izuku. He kept saying "Why would you." Eventually it got to much and i had to speak up.

"Ei? You good?"
"No im not good, Katsuki. I can't believe you would do this!"
"What? I didn't do shit?"
"You're cheating on me with Midoriya!"
"What."

My heart dropped to my feet. It felt like everything else in the world stopped. My ears were barely getting sound in and i was just- frozen.

"Well? Are you gonna at least try to explain?"
"I- Who- What? I would never do that to you! We've been dating for 2 years and Izuku is dating Icyhot!"
"Bullshit!"

*BANG*

He knocked my desk onto the ground, making a loud bang noise. My ears had started to ring and i carefully stepped back. I don't want him hitting me.

"Eijirou, please-"
"No. I want an explanation." He pulled up a picture of me and Izuku at a coffee shop, sharing a milkshake.
"That's not me."
"So that's not you? Cause you sure as hell were there!"

*BANG*

He slammed his foot down making one of my paintings fall down and once again, i stepped back, my breathing starting to pick up.

"This is just- wow."
"Please babe. It wasn't me. I can call him! I can get proof."
"I bet you already did call him. What does he have that i don't? I don't understand Katsuki."
"Ei i'm telling you i didn-"
"Shut the hell up!"

*BANG*

He slammed our picture on the ground, a loud bang and shatter hitting the floor. My breathing was rapid now and my mind was racing. I couldn't get a full breath in and i backed up against the wall, just trying to find something to lean on.

"Wait. That's.. That's not your eye color."
"B-babe.." I was slowly going into panic mode.
"And that hair.. That's.. That's Denki. Not you.."
"Eij-Eiji.."
"Oh my- Babe?!"

I fell against the wall from my panicking. My breath was pretty much gone and i had tears spilling out of my eyes. I could barely understand what was going on around me but i could tell that he was kneeling down in front of me.

"Hey, i'm sorry. Look at me. I'm so sorry baby. I didn't know."
"I- breathe.."
"What?"
"I c-can't breathe."

I couldn't feel my legs or arms and my head was starting to hurt from the lack of oxygen.

"Hey, it's okay. You're gonna be okay. Here, can you drink this?"

I looked at the bottle of water and subconsciously picked it up, then drank it.

"There you go, that should help. Can i get you onto the bed so you'll be more comfortable?"
"Y-yeah"
"Alright."

Next thing i knew i was on the bed in his arms while he played with my hair and attempted to calm me down.

"Just breathe. It's okay."
"I- i feel d-dizzy.."
"Alright." He moved me so i was looking at him face to face with one of my hands on his chest.
"Feel my heartbeat?"
"Mhm."
"Try to follow it. I know it might be hard but try."

After a couple of attempts i was breathing semi normal, exhausted against his chest.

"I'm so sorry baby. I really am."
"It's whatever."
"No it's not. It's far from whatever. I just made you have a big panic attack because i was selfish and didn't realize my actions were going to affect you. I'm really really so-"
"I forgive you Ei."
"What..?"
"I forgive you."
"Thank you thank you thank you!"

I tensed up at the loud noise throwing my hands over my ears.

"Sorry."