just a bunch of panic/anxiety attacks

Out of nowhere.

characters: kiri, baku, deku
tw?: anxiety attack
desc: boom boy has crisis

Izuku pov.

We were watching a movie when he started acting different. He was cuddled up with Kirishima, hugging his waist while laying on top of him. Then all of a sudden, i saw his eyes widen, like he saw a ghost. His face looked all pale and it looked like he was sweating.

"Kacchan? You okay?"

He didn't respond.

Kirishima looked up at me with a strange look on his face, basically asking me "what happened". I shrugged my shoulders and pointed to Kacchan again, whose shoulders were now shaking.

"Babe? You alright?"

He mumbled something then sat up, pressing his elbows against his thighs and his hands in his hair. I noticed his hands slowly turning red and i quickly signaled for Kirishima to do something.

"Hey, don't do that baby. You're gonna hurt yourself." He grabbed his hands and held them in between his, now scotching  closer to him on the couch trying to comfort him.

I saw a small tear drop onto his leg. Then another. Then another. Until i heard full on sobbing coming from him.

Kiris pov.

I don't know what happened. We were laying together, comfortable. Then he just starts crying. His loud sobs make my heart break. He looks miserable.

"Baby, what's going on? Did something happen?"

I was going to say more but then i realized his breathing was starting to get faster, and he was visibly panicking.

"Midobro go get me some water. In a cup with a straw."

I've learned that drinking from a straw provides a sense of comfort for him, so i'm trying everything possible.

"Got it, cold or hot?"
"Cold." I looked at his hands turning red again. "Very cold"
"Okay. I'll be right back!"

I looked back down at him, listening to his breathing as his fast breathing slowly turned into hyperventilating.

"Hey, come here."

I pulled him onto my lap so his legs were around my waist and i held him tightly. I could feel his rapid heartbeat and quickly took note that it wasn't going to stop if i didn't do anything.

"Hey baby, can you look at me?"

He slowly lifted his head up and looked at me. His eyes were red and puffy, his cheeks has tears down them, and his lip was quivering.

"What's going on?"

There was a small silence as he looked down at my lap, more tears falling.

"Baby-"
"I-sorry."

I was stunned that he even talked, but i kept on making conversation. Anything that could distract him.

"What are you sorry for baby?"
"M-my anxiety." He grabbed at his chest and leaned forward back onto me.

"Hey." I pushed him back up. "Breathe. You're going to be okay baby. I promise."
"I'm back! I got ice cold water with a straw. Todoroki helped with the coldness."

I thanked him and he walked out, leaving us alone in the common room.

"Shh. Breathe in.. and out.. Slowly, not fast."

The more i talked to him, the more he seemed to be calming down. After a long 20 minutes, he was finally breathing normally.

"Do you want to talk about it? You don't have to."
"I really don't know. Okay? I just- i felt anxious, and i- i panicked. Over what? I don't know. I just.. panicked."
"I understand baby. Here, drink some of this. Your throats probably a little dry."

I handed him the drink with the straw and he drank it slowly, being careful from the cold.

"Thank you, Ei."
"You're welcome, Kat."