30th Chapter: Cries of Confessions

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Cries.

Max has had her fair share of deep hard cries, especially after the situation she went through with Josephine, especially after seeing Lucas on the brink of death from him climbing through her window with multiple stab wounds, especially after fearing for her parents life, and even after surviving a Escape Room, and death itself from her getting shot.

But nothing prepared her from the deep...

Sorrow filled.

Broken

Harsh

And shaky cries that Lucas releases. With each passing minute they only got louder, which it is not a concern from anyone outside of the doors, since it is past midnight and barely any doctors are on this floor, plus they know they hear crying in their day to day work regardless.

It is just painful to hear.

Max cries while Lucas cries hard against her, her lips quivering while she hugs him tightly, desperately wanting to comfort him. She has never heard him sound so broken before, so vulnerable, so...

Hurt.

His sobs are loud and pained, his stubble being felt rubbing against her neck as he pulls her in more closer and closer. His body becomes so exhausted, him being on his feet, going all around the world it seems like to catch everyone making him completely exhausted but he kept telling himself to go on and go on and go on.

He's exhausted.

He falls on his knees, Max going down on her knees with him as they both cry, his arms snaking around her waist to bring her in more tighter. Despite how close she is to him, her front being pressed against his it still doesn't feel like enough, his body still shaking against her.

"Lucas it's okay it's okay." Max cries, Erica pursing her lips more while blinking her eyes a little more, Susan's hand going over her mouth lightly while tears brew up in her eyes, Sam bringing her in more while looking at the situation in sadness as well.

"I'm sorry!" Lucas cries hard. "I'm so so so so sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry!"

"It's okay, it's okay." Max cries. "It's okay, I know, I know." She nods.

"No it's not okay it's not okay!" He cries, him sobbing out loudly. "Im sorry I don't wanna hurt you I hurt you I'm sorry! So sorry! I'm sorry!" He sobs loudly.

"Lucas it's okay." Max cries more.

"It's all because of me I'm sorry! Please! Please I'm sorry I'm trying I'm trying!" He cries. "I'm sorry I never meant to hurt you I never meant to I'm so sorry! I'm sorry please."

"I know." Max cries harder. "Lucas I know it's okay, it's okay I forgive you, I understand."

Lucas cries out loudly in between a scream, his body and his heart and his chest hurting so much. Everything just hurts, everything just feels like to much. His head pounds hard, his muscles are strained, his body is exhausted. His stomach growls but every time he puts food on his stomach he throws up, when he tries to close his eyes to go to sleep his mind plagues him of his constant mistakes.

Kills

Anger

Sadness

Agony

It is to much in to little time.

Lucas sucks in a harsh breath, his eyes beginning to widen a little bit as he doesn't feel himself exhale. His chest begins to tighten more, him feeling beads of sweat begin to fall down his forehead, him pulling away a little bit while his hand goes on his chest, his mouth opening more to try and breathe.

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