for the betterment of us

fix myself

In the midst of everything
I still managed to write on papers
And tell what's going on with these letters
I'm trying to figure out how to fix myself

What is this mess?
In an undeniably hard test
I realized
I am fixing someone's heart alone
While I can't fix my own

I need answers as quickly as you walk
What's this unfavorable statement for?
How it's easy for someone to love and let them go
I need to fix myself and prepare for the next show

Under the umbrella, the rain drops
Your eyes stare like heavy storms that never stopped
Until it hurts, burst your pain into my whole land
Until you've damaged like thunder did on the palm of my hand