for the betterment of us

I doubt

I am skeptical of what you have felt
How my heart almost melted
When it's hard to show your care
When it's dark, there's a flare

I have doubted you many times
Frozen even when time flies
I felt it hasn't sparked
Will I still confuse my heart?

And I'll lose you before I know
Will it leave a scar like it did before?
The brutal questions I never answered
Denying what's true, shaking my head

"What a fool," everyone said
But you said I'm wiser; I doubted
Don't trust my skills, be unimpressed
I doubted myself, I should've doubted you instead