for the betterment of us

I never-I always

I never...
Imagined myself not knowing you,
Thought I'd fall for this,
Loved someone full of wrongs to feel this right

I always...
Thought I'd never be in this state,
Miss you and it makes me feel small,
Lift myself up because all you did was make me fall

I never...
Thought I'd speak with you,
Close my mouth whenever I'm with you,
Get any chances to tell this

I always...
Look inside of you to see what your thoughts are,
Hate the inside of me thinking of you all the time,
Thought you'd be a person that could understand me

And I never...
Not love you

Yet I always...
Love you