Regulus Black/Marauders Era Oneshots

Prefect's Bathroom

Regulus takes a bath in the prefect's bathroom after a night with Julian. What happens when Remus walks in, and they end up going back to the Gryffindor dormitories.

(Original character is mostly in the background!)

Tw: Sexual abuse

Most people knew Regulus was trans. His mother constantly talked about her daughter, and even though Regulus was male presenting at school, and always has been, people can connect the dots. Most people didn't bother saying anything about it.

Sirius had bought him his first binder after he came out, and he would give Regulus old clothes. He gave Regulus a haircut because "How hard can it be?" He also brought Regulus to get his tongue pierced after Regulus had expressed he wanted to once. His mother still hasn't found out about that. Sirius was always supportive.They talked a lot, and their mother didn't know about that one either.

Regulus was in a relationship with a Ravenclaw in his brother's year, Julian. He was nice enough, but he had been adamant about their relationship being a secret. He also really liked sex. He liked having Regulus suck him off because of his tongue piercing. Regulus didn't know how much he liked it anymore. He liked getting Regulus naked, and Regulus hated his body. He hated how feminine his body was, but Julian loved it. Regulus loved the attention he received from Julian, but he hated the sexual side of it. He never said anything though.

He didn't say anything because Regulus' eyes would drift to James when they should be finding Julian. He saw how James looked at Lily, and he knew he would never experience anything like that, especially not with James. Regulus never spoke up against the sex, too afraid to loose the love that he desperately wanted.

It's not like Julian wasn't good looking, in fact he was beautiful, but the expression he gets when they are together ruins his face. Julian looks at Regulus like he owns him. Regulus doesn't like it; he doesn't like the expression on such a pretty face.

Last night, Julian had that expression as he fingered Regulus. Regulus made it seem like he enjoyed it, and he ignored Julian's face twisted with that look. He acted like he liked a lot of things they did.

He woke up, and Julian was getting ready. "Get up, you need to get out before they get back from breakfast," Julian snapped. Regulus rushed to get ready. He ignored the ache in his chest. He wished Julian would wake him up with a warm kiss, or he would tie Regulus' tie before giving him a short kiss. Julian was always snippy in the mornings, but Regulus couldn't say anything about it.

He slipped on his cloak, and he slipped out of the dormitory. He was relieved that the common room was empty, but he still rushed out. He ignored the tears gathering in his eyes as he walked towards his own dormitory. He hesitantly wrapped his arms around himself, as if to comfort himself.

He thought about the night before, and he felt nauseous. He switched from walking to his dormitory, to walking to the prefect's bathroom. There probably won't be anyone because most of them will be at breakfast. He wanted to feel clean again. Julian always had a way of making him feel bad about their relationship, even if it wasn't on purpose.

He walked in, and he listened for anyone else. Nobody. He smiled slightly to himself. Regulus slowly undressed, folding his clothes neatly in a pile. He put his binder below the rest, still in the habit of hiding it.

He wrapped a towel around himself, hating how he couldn't just hand it around his hips. He turned on the water, and he added a good amount of the soap into the water. He didn't want to be able to see his chest.

He waited for it to fill, and he tried relaxing. He stood in front of the mirror. He ruffled his hair; it was getting pretty long. He was surprised when the ache of dysphoria never came. He smiled and ran his hands through his hair.