always forever | beynika

11.

BEYONCÉ

onika and i had been together for awhile. but nobody really knew besides our close friends. we both had broken up with our.. things.

and ever since onika broke up with megan, megan hasn't shut her mouth about me. everyday, she's saying something. all because she's mad onika left her weird ass.

like you're too old for this shit. grow the hell up.

onika and i were walking in the hallways. nicki was walking me to class. she held my hand, caressing my knuckles to keep me calm.

i was irritated because this was the class i had with megan. i had been avoiding this bitch on purpose. i knew if i heard her say one more thing, it would result in an ass beating.

"what's up, mama?" i heard megan to onika. onika sucked her teeth.

"cut that shit out bro. we aren't on those terms anymore. i told you this." she said to the horse.

megan just chuckled. "just say you fucking that bird. it ain't hard."

i squeezed onika's hand hard as shit. i was furious. i let go of her hand then walked out of the classroom.

i couldn't be in there any longer. the next time i see that bitch, i'm swinging.

i walked back down the hallway, going to sit in the library. i heard onika behind me, trying to catch up with my strides.

"beyonce, don't let her get to you. please? you were doing better with school and stuff." onika sat next to me. she turned my attention to her. she looked into my eyes.

i looked back into hers. my gaze softened as i looked into my lover's eyes. i sighed softly.

"i'm trying, nini, but she's trying me. everyday. and i'm done." i leaned into her, resting my head on her shoulder.

"it's gonna be okay, babygirl. don't even trip about her big ass. she's just mad i left her.

i just sighed. i couldn't let megan get to me, but i knew she wouldn't stop until i fucked her up.

onika stayed with me in the library until class was over. i was grateful because i didn't want to be alone right now.

- ✰ -

"what the fuck is this bitch inhaling?" onika asked, watching how buck megan's friend got with her.

"what type of mother leave her one son over a stack? weird slut. where ya baby at? you never with him!" onika stood up, getting in the girl's face. she definitely went far, but she didn't care. she wasn't scared of the girl and was definitely sick of the shit too.

me and drake laughed at that.

megan looked over at drake. "and what you laughing for? does your mom know you gay yet?" she asked him.

he froze. i didn't even know he was gay. drake just looked around then left the room, clearly embarrassed.

megan started to laugh. it irritated my soul. that wasn't funny.

"yall talking all this shit, but won't fight." someone instigated. i looked over at who it was. it was jatavia.

she was the type to be petty and messy. sometimes it was funny, other times unnecessary. but she was a sweet girl.

i looked down at my book bag then went into the bathroom. kelly dashed behind me.

"she not too good at nothing so i can beat that ass. easily." i finished wrapping my scarf around my head. i had changed into a different outfit to whip this hoe. kelly was hyping me up. she wanted me to beat megan's big ass.