Save My Life

Chapter 2

He didn't fight it as she kissed him. She sat up against his chest and took off her sweater. She wore a small under shirt that was gray and he held her hips against his quick erection. She gasped as her head tilted back in pleasure feeling him hard. He sat up and took her undershirt off and unclipped her bra too. Her eyes were closed and he sucked on her chest , his tongue on her nipple. She moaned in pleasure running her fingers through his hair. This was their first tome having sex and all she could think about was Derek.

Her hands reached down and gripped the hem of his sweater, pulling it off and revealing his chest. His hands were on her hips and they edging off her pants while she unbuckled his. She gasped against when he slid inside her a few moments later.

Placing her hands on her own chest, she began to bounce on him, smiling as she thought of him. His groans filled her ears and his hands covered her chest, his thumb rubbing her nips and he lost his mind as she kept grinding on him.

"Meredith.." He groaned and she imagined that it was enough. She came in gasping breathes, trying to call out for him but failing. Her body was on fire with him and she panted.

"That was amazing." He said, moving her back to reality.
"Finn." She said quietly, gently getting off him.
"You were amazing, Meredith." He laughed, kissing her.
"I'll be right back, bathroom." She smiled awkwardly.

She was in tears the moment she shut the door. She hadn't meant to have sex with him, she really hadn't. After a few minutes, she came out and sat beside him, curling into his chest. He held her and and they didn't talk for a while, simply focusing on the movie before he gently kissed her.

"Was that okay?" He asked.
"Yes. That was okay." She nodded.
"Not the kiss. The sex." He said, pausing the movie.
"Oh..." She nodded again. "Yeah, it was okay."
"Hey, communicate with me." He said, making her smile.
"I'm.. I didn't mean to... go that far." She sighed.
"Meredith..." He sighed, "You could have told me."
"I know. I know. I just..." She trailed off as he kissed her.
"Communicate next time alright?" He asked.
"I will." She nods nuzzling into his neck, "Thank you."

"I meant it Meredith. I really do have plans." He whispered. "Don't forget it, okay?

"Yes boss." She joked as her phone rang. He reached for it and handed it to her as she picked up and held it to her ear. Cristina had told her that Doctor Shepherd had come out of surgery but refused to tell her more.

"Derek got shot." She said after she hung up.
"In the hospital?" Finn asked, "Really?"
"Yeah." She nodded, "He just came out of surgery."
"Well, let's go see him, huh?" He asked.
"Yeah." She nodded, letting him pull her up.

He drove her to the hospital and helped her out of the car before she held his arm and walked into the hospital. She couldn't help but feel her heart beating hard in her chest. Would he be awake and more importantly, would he remember their kiss, would he say something to Finn?

They walked down the hall and looked into the window. He was laying, and she turned around, unwilling to see him like that. She pressed her face into Finn's shoulder and welcomed his arms around her.

"It's okay." He comforted her and she held his arm. Tears welled in her eyes and he nodded, understandingly. "Addison is there.

He described it for her and she had never been more grateful to have a boyfriend in her entire life.

"He has a line of stitches on his chest. Your boss is talking to Addison and she's nodding. And she's crying. He has a ventilator on." Finn describes.

She turns slowly to see the tangled wires across his body and sees Addison crying, sobbing with her hands over her face.