Voices we listen | Hyunlix

Silence

Chapter 27

Silence

The speed I lost after the second turn he was enjoying the ride, not that much as he was on the motorbike, I was watching as the city was in the embrace escaping as we were going for the house the previous time we were.

It was a necessary silence as I went inside the thoughts again, creating the whole scheme in my head by doing the unreasonable connections in my head. It was all useless cause I followed the path I didn't know and my abilities as a doctor ended there long time ago.

I felt it was all a dangerous game I was seeking for and the outcome may become vital for me.

"I talked to Chan, he said u looked sad, where are u?"

I got the message from Han. I looked at he screen of the phone, Hyunjin was focused on the road.

"I am busy, now."

I just wrote to him closing the phone to receive a response at once.

"Are u with him? I dare Felix..."

I saw the face of Han in front of me and it created the chaos in his head.

"I am alright"

I sent to him and closed the phone. I got some vibrations but now at the moment I didn't need them at all I was way more enjoying the smooth movements of the car was swimming on the highway to the outskirts of the city.

The broken mechanism in my brain flew like a clock with no destination. I was always like that, my brother was similar but more grounded I guess, he had big dreams that he could reach and I the person with ability to change the world and try myself in psychiatric division and I lost some gap with real world and normal people as I spent with those people much more than with normal.

I guess it was my choice as I always needed to know the reason why and the more questionable case and more I needed to dive in.

I got a cut from one criminal in his rage and guards saved me from death but the ideal of it has never changed me.

-How do u know I sleep outside?

He finally asked curiously watching my figure.

-Physiological reaction of organism and a tip.

I smiled to him, looking in front as we sped up.

-A tip? Sounds ridiculous.

-It's not always scientific, Jinnie. U have to give it a chance, btw, why do u sleep outside?

I asked as we met our gases and he smirked to me.

-Helps to sleep better.

He sounded cheap now but I guess he has reasons for that.

I didn't believe him but decided not to go further taking my phone in hands.

"Felix, u are scaring me sometimes, u know how dangerous he is"

"I am worried, when will u come home"

"Answer me"

He was getting on the edge but I had to calm him down.

"I will come tomorrow, it's alright. I can take care of myself."

I shut the phone putting it in the pocket of the clothes as I drifted out into thoughts.

He parked the car going out as he saw me sitting with no movements as he came opening the doors.

-Baby, are u going?

He asked but I was too much in distance to response, he unbelt me taking me into his hands, lifting me as I was several kilograms, he carried me as I got his perfume in my nostrils. The trigger worked as I returned back realising he was carrying me inside the house.

My face was in cm from his as we met our faces looking at each other, he was before close to me but like this, never. The tension grew as he was still looking into my eyes, I came closer looking at his brown eyes. I never knew it was his original colour, I leaned to touch his skin. He never moved standing with me in his hands as I caressed his skin on the cheek moving to his lips.

They were hot I pressed my thumb against his down lip creating a tension as he still was watching me. He moved closer as the gap increased and he kissed me. It was a different type of kiss.

I was in shock for a second as I realised he put some feelings in it. It was like a love kiss with my ex several years ago.

And I responded to him, he placed me down on sofa continuing to kiss me. 

P.S. I went to crazy mode and wait for some more chapter today, it will go hard, i promise.....poor Han