Voices we listen | Hyunlix

Limits we have

Chapter 31 

Limits we have

The blurry pictures were coming as I tried to open my eyes and the nonsense voices I was hearing were coming into my brain, the results of my careless actions. I opened eyes slowly, trying to understand the reality and I saw the lights on, the machine worked to keep me breathing as I looked on the ceiling, the typical hospital walls.

The head was like frozen at the moment I couldn't describe the humiliation I felt. I tried to turn it to the side. One hand was wrapped into something looking like a bandage. The other side was the ropes connection to infusions coming inside my body. I blinked to get to reality, not realising what happened.

I looked at the side to see the hair and the next body of my brother sleeping. How long were I here?

He looked tired and his eyes were slightly visible, he was crying. I have never seen him doing that after we grew up, he was the mentally strongest person as I could allow myself to be a sentimental but not him.

I tried to move the hand reaching for his hair as I caressed his scalp. He looked so wrecked at the moment that I wasn't sure how could I help him. How did they find me?

Han...

I knew the answer already, hissing as the wave of pain entered me.

I heard the door open and Han was standing with package of snack in his teeth as he was opening the doors with the other hand and I saw some liquid in another.

The thing feel off his mouth as he shouted, running to call someone.

Minho jumped at the scream of the squirrel boy as he stood in protective position, looking for threat as his eyes met mine and he ran up to me trying to talk.

-Are u fucking kidding me? Felix what have u thought? I almost lost u!

It felt like he was screaming or scolding me, I had no idea. He moved actively his hands but his words were out of reach to me.

-Calm down, Minho.

Chan said entering with the doctor, he took the male out asking Ji to sit with him as he was there in uniform.

The doctor asked for some things as I responded with movements and he wrote something down.

-Don't exhaust him too much, he is weak and has to rest.

Said the doctor taking the mask off my face and adding painkillers to the blood.

Chan nodded siting near me as he came closer to me.

-U are psycho, man. Did u imagine in what were u dragging yourself?

He almost whispered.

-I have reasons for that.

-I know Han said that, he won't speak in prison but if not Han giving u out u would be dead man. I didn't include that in the report or u would have problems man but Felix, listen to me u are crossing the line, be careful.

-I know, I am sorry.

I said as I felt the tears coming up to the eyes and Chan noticed that taking my hand in his.

-It's over now, we have him thanks to u, don't cry, it will be okay. I promise. U have to recover, we are all here, Seungmin literally saved u.

-I thought he hated me.