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Collector

Chapter 53

Collector

-Cause it was a kiss of love, Hwang.

I said simply, opening the door as I left the room going out through the garage, he never went out of the room. He was left there.

I felt he was afraid of the feelings in general.

Hyunjin's POV

The words echoed in my head, the repeated sound of his breath combines with that sentence.

"Cause it was a kiss of love, Hwang."

"Kiss of love"

"Love"

I never knew the thing at all, I was attracted, maybe attached to some people but it was in the past, nothing go similar things were inside of me. I was afraid of the feelings were growing inside, it was not healthy for me. I had to fight it all.

The unknown things were harsh for me, I hated them. He left me here with all of this.

I left to the office earning an angry glance of Chan who was looking for me.

-U are on a probation, do u remember?

-Yes.

I said and he was surprised I didn't give any idiotic, smart ass comment as I just closed the door of the room I had, sitting down to read the files, I did the work but the thoughts were all around that single thing we did with Felix. I was angry on letting myself even to thing of love.

I was never loved by anyone, I shouldn't let it take over me. I slammed the fists on the table as I took the cigarette out smoking with opened wood.

-U can't smoke inside, do u know that? Chan will kick u ass.

Said Binned entering with some files as he placed them by the table as he sat at the chair.

-U look stressed.

I gasped sitting at the window smoking.

The smoke was so pretty for me as I followed the air going out.

-Can I ask u a question?

I said hesitantly if I should even ask.

-Sure, go ahead.

Binnie looked curious about me, he was one of those who accepted me here as Minnie was still suspicious with IN.

-What is love?

-U don't know?

He asked and I nodded that I had no fucking idea of the feeling.

He was surprised but tried to hide it, but I could read him well.

-Well, it's when u heart is beating so fast u can't control it, u feel like u want to take the person whole and u are greedy to share hi with others, u want to die for him if necessary and u will do that. He drives u insane that sometimes u want to kill him or her but no matter what u can't, it's power over u. U love the every single detail about the person ,even if it's a minus, u accept him as he or she is.

It's something that u want to get rid of but u just can't it'd already engraved on u heart through and through.

It may be different but that how I see it.

I was listening and I had symptoms of this disease for sure. I took another cigarette to smoke as he was giving me time.

I was angry again, I wanted to throw the feeling that was prisoning me somewhere out but I just couldn't.

He left me alone running as they had some emergency and I got back to the papers sinking myself to the routine.

Felix's POV

I just told him that I loved him. What an idiot, I sweared to myself, sitting on the bike as Chan called me.

-Meet us at the scene.

He sent the address and I just threw my thought away calling myself an idiot.

I drew there as the other victim was a young woman as I crossed the line going inside to the others who were there.

I saw Chan eyes fucking my hickeys on the neck.

-Is it that woman from the department?

I signed.

-I wish it was her.

He got that all, he gasped leading me to the crime scene.

The poor young body was there, he took some accessories.

Collector.