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Darkness

Chapter 81

Darkness

Felix's POV

I signed locking the screen of the phone as I knew the reason standing behind this all this.

San looked at me wondering what happened, I bit the lip thinking deep into the thoughts.

-Spill it!

-Are u sure? It's a boring staff.

-Lee, when it comes to you nothing is boring.

I smiled a little was he offered em some comfort giving another glass of drink as I too kit sipping.

-It's Hyunjin, he is jealous.

-He has all right to be, you are with me at night, in the bar.

-I know, but I am trying to get back on the trail and we discussed that he will start the therapy and then we will try the normal relationship and now he is doing great the last 2 months and I am happy, he made a lot of progress.

-But? There is always but.

He added sipping the drink as his head fell on the hand of his as he was lying with his side o note sofa.

-It's difficult.

-Tell me, what is bugging u inside.

-I feel like these 2 last months were the most peaceful in my months, I finally got to Donna to normal regime, my friends are recovering from the past cases and it looks so nice.

-Without him?

-Right, I know how it sounds, San but I can't explain what I feel at the moment. I am exhausted and I love the help I give but it was too much for last half a year and the best thing what happened to me was me meeting him, but..

-It's complicated. I know, right? I had the same period with Woo. It was our 3rd year and I felt like everything is wrong, for real. We had fights every day and I made a pause and he was suffering and me too, so we made up in a week.

I smiled to him ending the other drink.

My head fell I the same way as his and we met our gazes.

-San I know, but Woo is stable and if I tell hi mi want a pause, I feel it wil break him, it may destroy him, I can't just tell him that I love him but I need a rest from u!

-U are damaging u mental health, man, u will become insane and both of u will kill each other for sure!

I looked at his way of thinking and he had some sense to it.

-Lix, u are giving to much and he isn't giving u that much as u require, he just can't right now, but that doesn't mean he won't be in the future, the patience is the key to the whole story, and now he is still there, u can give yourself space and take time, talk to therapist , I am sure there are a lot of them in the clinics and u will find yourself in right spot.

-Thanks, man, I am grateful.

I smiled as he winked.

-Woo is taking us back, I will give u a lift.

-Thanks.

-No worries.

We left the pub as I saw the handsome talk man in black as he smiled, he was for sure, warmer than San as his smile radiated love towards him.

The kissed as I was sitting in back in the car talking still to San and now new friend of ours.

The flat was empty and cold as I entered turning the heating on, tomorrow was a day off as I planned to take Soona on a walk and maybe some trip next week, I was craving rest as my body fell on the fluffy sheets as I closed eyes, not realising I had only underwear on myself, the clothes was messily lying on the floor.