Voices we listen | Hyunlix

Hopeless people

Chapter 67

Hopeless people

P.S. there is a blood included in the chapter.....be aware if it's comfortable...

The darkness wasn't scaring me at all now, as I walked through the empty garden of the clinic as the thoughts were overflowing, I had lack of sleep and the whole things were just too much and it was hard to get used to the new role of the father was hard but I promised myself to be a stronger person. I had no idea what was going on in his head and it was no longer that much important, I was just exhausted to the core to listen and understand some bullshit reasons to why he ran away leaving me to all this, the organisation of the funeral and papers with the baby.

Mother of the girl came but luckily she had no money to grow the child, so I didn't have to fight for the angel. I was just so much thrilled hoe I was able to calmly accept that fact that it just flew inside as an instinct.

I reached the end of the garden returning back to the building as I went through the empty dark corridors as I entered the office not to find the Hwang there and I was relieved that he left.

I sat at the desk trying to figure the last thing I had to finish. I had to be fast and IN and Bin should be tired as I just focused on the things straight.

At Han's office

Hyunjin's POV

Han entered the room in a rush as I was sitting in the chair riding slightly, the hands were trembling as I just felt the rush of unknown feeling.

-I hope u had a good reason drudging me here at such hour!

He said as he took off the coat sitting at the place as he eyes my state I was wrecked as he looked at the hand trembling and red eyes.

-What happened?

He asked in a calmer manner trying to figure the state of the events.

-I met with Felix and he is angry with me and I think he left me.

I said looking at the floor as Han went silent. He wanted to be emotional too but the professionalism didn't allow him.

-Do u know the reason why?

-Yes, I left him alone when he needed me the most. I fucked up. Again.

I said looking at the same spot on the floor, he looked at me calming down the emotions as he placed the water near me.

-Okay, it's understandable the feelings of his but I don't get u, that do u feel about it.

-I think when he told he doesn't want to see me and just finish the work things I felt the sharp pain here.

I showed him the place as Han's eyes went wide.

He was silently writing down something.

-I felt I can't breathe, the tears I didn't cry for a long time, it felt they were running without my allowance, Han, do u get I want't able to control it.

-Oh my God, I think I was wrong about this one, Hwang, u are able to feel the emotions but they were locked inside, so there is a need for the trigger to wake them up! Snd unfortunately, the broken heart of the loved one was able to storm the emotions inside, I think u are in love.

He said so easily as I looked at him as he seemed to be happy with the discovery as. I didn't get it a show this was all love?

The pain in the chest and tears and not being able to breathe was all connected. I was still trembling, the love was really painful then, can it make some good things? I wondered.