Voices we listen | Hyunlix

Hard burden

Chapter 72

Hard burden

P.S. This chapter is gonna be hard...i was writing it with a feeling to show their both minds of non-ordinary people, hope u like it....

I wanted to be very angry at him for real he deserved that but on the other hand, he was a damaged person and I chose one. I accepted him completely but I forgot his side of reality that he had. He was all together and I just for moment believed he may become a part of me for life.

I understood that we took separate ways and I just didn't give him a choice to adapt.

I slammed the doors walking outside on a fresh air.

"Hi, I will take u proposal, we can start on 'Monday at 10"

I sent the message walking down the street as the messy life took many turns now for me as I took a cup of tea trying to regain back the state, I had some time before 8 to take Soona, so I just went on resign more archive to conduct the proper profile.

Hyunjin's POV

It was a big party and I lost it all as I went too damn far as I was throwing all those people out to take a sip of water as I sat on the terrace thinking the whole time the situation with Cohn and Felix as they were in that office almost making out. I hated everything about it, the whole thing was irritable as I just threw the bottle on the floor smoking harder.

The leftovers of the cocaine were in my sweats so I threw it in the toilet fusion it all, I wanted to see hi moo much, he was my addiction for sure, there was something about him that was driving me insane.

I took a shower as I went downstairs.

-Young man, where are u rushing?

It was the neighbour that was looking for something always, she was too invested but I kept good relationships to have her as my person, nothing more.

-I want to have some breakfast.

-Did u explain the party u had to that man who came?

I frowned not getting.

-Which man?

She smiled to me coming closer to me.

-There was a young man in the morning he came to u flat and left in half an hour, he looked sad, I saw even tears in his face, did u fight?

I was thrown back with the whole thing. Who was that man? Felix?

He came to see me?

Shit.

-How did he look like?

I asked the older woman who was glad to share a piece of information.

-He is tall but not as u, blonde hair, long one, I think I saw him on TV.

-Thank you, I know who it is.

I said and the deep regret torn me apart as I called him to reach his ignorance to my phone calls, I deserved all that. For sure.

I told him I need time to think and what I did, I just wasted myself and it was the one of many parties I did during the last times, it looked back as I jumped on bike going to his flat to face the door with no answer. He wasn't at home and it made me nervous even more.