He is a cold blooded killer showing no mercy, a handsome poison to every person he meets, and a young, smart and hot psychiatrist with a will to catch the person the whole country was feared to face.
What will happen if those two meet?
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There was so much things went through my brain and nothing closer to what I actually felt inside it made my brain stop and just reboot, the images were sharper than the knife and I gulped trying to concentrate on something, at least some understanding and clarity as it was all a deep end. Even now my brain tried to find the reasons to cover for him up and I knew the things were in the past and it was now the different person but I had no idea of the Hyunjin in the past.
He wasn't just dangerous killer but he was worser. He was something my heart would never accept in the whole life as just I tiled my head going through all the dirt he was making, I wondered why this person would tell me about this right now?
I had million question and the single one to him.
How could he just not tell me about anything of that, of the rapes, and the drugs and fights and other things that I was just afraid to talk out loud. It was devastating that I have never thought about it at all, I just couldn't believe the deepness of the degree of the Hole he made for himself.
The biting of the lip didn't help me at all.
I went though it all as I just cursed every single new detail I had never an idea of about his, adventures that were horrible even to look at.
I slowly grabbed the mouse of the computer taking the whole folder to the trash bin.
I erased the whole thing finding the program to take down the traces of the folder shutting it.
I gulped one more time turning to the smell of smoke coming to me as he entered.
-Why did u want to show me this?
He smiled sitting on the broken chair as his smile irritated me greatly.
-You see, Felix there is somewhere the truth and I wanted u to finally open u eyes.
-What for?
-U deleted it all, that's how much u love him
I signed rubbing the palm of my hands in nervous act.
-I do, it's even stupid to say no.
He smirked looking at my sad face.
-That's u weakness, Lee. U fight with the criminals and here u are, I give u one with straight evidence and u cover for him ,is it u honesty? Is it what are u fighting for? U clinics, it's the coolest one here, and what do u have the psychopath at home? With u kid? Is this the path for the real man? Is this all u said when u was reading the speech at the graduation ceremony?
He said this so easily as I just looked down, I had nothing what to say, I just shrugged.
-I have no answer for u, but I have a question, why do u kill children? Is this the honest way of yours to go to the weakest? Find the valid opponent.
-They are all dead.
He said as if it was nothing for him, as if he was just a bore creature finding the ways how to destroy other people's life.
He totally got into my brain, for sure. And not because he was so full of himself but the reason why was the whole reality that just brushed me as I have never looked at Hyunjin in the detail, the behaviour seemed to be clear but he hid this all from me.
I coughed as it was cold as he looked at me taking the gun out, I gulped thinking of all the worst things as he smiled to me, raising it up.
-Now, it's u choice, Lee.
He pressed the thing to the head slamming the trigger as the loud band echoed in my head as I closed my eyes frowning in loud shot as the man killed himself falling dead on the floor, as I slid from the chair falling on the floor, the trembling hands and opened mouth was the only thing I was able to have at the moments have never seen a person to kill himself in front of me. That was a complete nightmare thing for me.
I looked as blood drops were all over my hands and the hoodie as I wiped my face and they were there too.
My eyes were foggy from the shock as I tried to stand up but it was not successful, I fell back hitting the leg of the table as I hissed in pain. The time stopped for me now as I just heard some loud shouts and the people running inside the room trying to find the other person, but I couldn't tell who it was just some figures running around me as if they didn't see me as I heard some words from outside.
-Where is he?
-Is he alive? I heard the bang?
It was Chan in horrible state mentally and physically as the other one was Hyunjin for sure but I couldn't tell how I was hearing anything at all, they just appeared in front of me running to me.
-He is in shock, help me.
Said Chan trying to pick me up as Hyunjin did so, and I met his scared look, he was just trying to get me out of there as I finally saw the dead person, the brain out was making me sick as I pushed them both away running outside as I couldn't hold anymore the feeling of the vomit.
I threw up in the nearest grass I saw out as both of them stood behind me like a guard dogs and I just kept giving out the breakfast I had. The picture of the dead person will be forever in my head for sure. I was claiming not to watch it at all, never again.
I took the napkin Chan gave me to wipe the mouth as Hwang brought he water and I flashed myself with water cleaning the mouth as both of them stood watching the police working.
-How are u?
Chan asked finally looking at my not presentable state.
-Like I killed myself right now. I am sick.
He caressed my back for some support but I just wished I could leave the place.
-Can I go?
I said but he stopped me.
-What did he say? How he got u?
I gasped.
-He found me by the IP on the computer and hacked into the system to find the address and he came to show his talent but I was for him too innocent to touch, so I guess I am lucky as ever.
I said as I never even dared to look at Hyunjin. He saw that and he had questions but he wouldn't dare to ask in from of Bang.
-I will go home, Minho is with Soona and it's more dangerous then a bomb in downtown.
I had no idea how I joked but it worked and I was let free as I moved fast as Hyunjin stopped me from the entering in the car.
-Felix, what happened? U don't even look at me.
His voice trembled.
-Should I look? And what will I see there?
I harshly pushed him with words as his hand fall in seconds as I met his gaze as he read me, I shouldn't even talked about this, it was readable for sure. His eyes jumped from the left to right eye as his lips started to tremble as the realisation of what I have seen came to his face, the pale look on his skin was growing as his hand moved to himself.
He bit the inner past of the mouth trying to say something.
-Felix, can we talk, please? I beg u...
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P.S. Does Hyunjin deserve anything? A chance? Love? Tell me, i am have 2 ending (i mean we will have at least 3 more Chapters)for this thing and one is way more attractive for me than the other one, tell me what side u are one?
