chapter 7

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the car ride was interesting to be honest i was surprised me and Kaiden had the same music taste so we sang our hearts out with Javon even singing when a song he knew came on and don't think i didn't see Jaiden bopping his head with the rhythm of the song

it was actually kind of fun

god i am getting way to comfortable with these people

we got to the mall as my brothers like to call it and just like i expected it was crowded as shit i instinctively clutched my necklace and moved closer to kaiden who noticed my uneasiness as well as jaiden and javon because all three brothers were now staring at me with concern on their faces

"ok let's go"i said marching forward to a random store hoping my brothers dont notice my anxiety is through the roof right now

luckily i marched into urban oufiters

"buy whatever you want" javon siad

"really" my eyes shifted to javon

"yeah if you haven't noticed yet we are low-key rich and anyway any chance i get to spoil my little sister i am gonna use it"

a smiled tugged onto my lips

"go on " kaiden said noticing my hesitancy 

i started off putting just a few bits in my cart but when my brothers found out my size they went a bit crazy putting everything i looked at in the cart 

and this carried on for like ten more shops 

 we went to loads of shops including designer shops i didn't buy anything but there was this pink prada diamond coated bag that my eyes coudn't leave javon told me to get but it was way too much money and i already got loads of stuff anyway but that didn't stop my brothers buying a few pairs of sunglasses from Prada and Gucci they spend money like there no tomorrow

i was so tired and to make things worse i have been on edge of a panic attack all day because of all these people

flinching ten trillion times when one of my brothers tried to touch me or when strangers got too close to me im hoping my brothers didn't notice

But knowing them they probably did they have been keeping a close eye on me ever since we first entered the mall

"lets get food"jaiden said

"YESS im starving kaiden said practically sprinting to the food court"

jaiden

we all decided on burgers carmella mentioning that was her favourite food

i would die for burgers as she quoted

but it didn't seem that way that way though care seemed on edge all day  playing with her necklace

not to mention her flinching a few times and trying to hide it

she wasnt even eating anything claiming that she wasnt hungry but was clearly a lie i looked to see my brothers looking back at me with clearly the same thoughts as me

carmella was on the edge of the table when this man accidentally bumped into her at that moment the colour drained from her face

javon was already glaring at the man with a murderous expression on his face this man must not know who we were otherwise he wouldn't be within ten miles of us 

but i focused my attention back at carmella 

"care are you ok" i asked i mean i know we haven't exactly spoken properly like full conversations that was bad on my half

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