Lost love

chapter 23

giovante

the only thing on my mind apart from carmella was cole i needed to find him and make him pay for the things he did to my baby sister all the things she had to endure alone and i wasn't there to protect her i failed as her eldest brother i am supposed to make sure no harm comes anywhere near my siblings i failed the longer i think about it the more angry i get but i have to be there for my brother's

after some bickering me and  jaiden stayed with carmella kaiden really wanted to stay as well but he needed some rest and real food not junk or hospital food so i made the final call sending him home he was not happy but i assured him he can be here first thing tomorrow 

we are in carmella's hospital room i am on the sofa  and jaiden is in the uncomfortable arm chair right next to carmellas bed i told him to atleast get the comfortable seat while he is here but denied every time wanting to be the closet thing to carmella and he was not budging so i let him be 

i am slighty worried about jaiden his face has been an emotionless mask ever since he came back into the waiting room from calming his brother down his eyes has never left his sister's full well knowing he hates hospitals with all his heart. every time he was injured or hurt  he refused hospitals one of the reasons why we built a private sector in this hospital  only for family members but he still prefers to go to the warehouse hospital even though its is barely a hospital it's just a white room with all the medical equipment you might need

he hates seeing his sister in this vulnerable state all her brothers do everyone refused to leave until she got out of surgery and everything was ok now it was just me and jaiden in this dimly lit room but from the corner i saw jaiden trying to fight his sleep once he was fully gone i drifted a blanket over his shoulder wishing for only good dreams for him for both of them.

jaiden

this had been the worst day of my life and that's saying something i just wanted carmella back i need her to be ok i just got her back and i was not gonna loose her again

gio went to go get us some of there disgusting hospital food it was now the morning the sun was shining through the hospital curtains the doctor told  us she just needed to rest and recover apparently it was a miracle she even survived this  other  people who have broken ribs can baerly last two days and carmella had it for nearly three weeks it physically hurt to know she was in excruciating pain this whole time she hid  it well

too well

i was leaning on care's bed went i felt the movement of her body she is finally awake but when i looked up her face was filled with pure terror

" shit she  is in a bad memory" i said to myself calling the help button like twenty time's about ten nurses and doctors combined burst into carmellas room

i ran to get gio

carmella

i was running to get home before cole.

I had a detention for skipping maths but who could blame me we were doing algebra so this beating is all my fault

i would of got the bus it would of been quicker but it was delayed so now i am running in the pouring rain trying to get home before cole like my life depended on it

cause it did

" shit shit shit" my legs burned but i made it into my house with cole's car already parked up i wouldn't be stressing this much on a normal day i would of cooked coles dinner the night before but he beat me up till i passed out last night and didn't wake up till morning late for school so i didn't have any time

i sighed already knowing my fate opening the door

" where the fuck have you been you brat" this specimen of a person shouted at me

" b bus was delayed" i hated how vulnerable i was to him

i felt a sting on my cheek and another until i felt a knee to my stomach blowing the wind out of me

dont cry

dont cry

don't cry

then something that has never happened before his lighter was being played with directly on my skin i tried to pull away but he yanked my arm back finishing what he was doing leaving a sore red patch leaving me in so much pain the last thing he did was throe a beer bottle straight at my head i collapsed from the sharp impact that i suddenly felt 

i was out for max five minutes i woke up to my head pounding but i dragged myself to my room and locked the door behind me

i was so hopeless i wanted to end it all right there the only  thing keeping me going was lia i could not leave her

" carmella be a good little girl and come down please

the fuck does he want now

i immediantley got out of bed not wanting to be beat again once i got to the living room i was met with four OLDER men all looking at me with lust in there eyes

i was in my fucking school uniform drenched in blood

" have a good time with her fellas " was all cole said before leaving me

i tried to run but a tough hand held me back

" no no no no no please" i begged as tears were streaming down my face

"just be a good girl" one of the men said

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" care care wake up it's your brothers"

"care"

"CARMELLA"

my eyes snapped open squinting from the bright light loads of figures around my bed

a load of men i don't know

there was a mixture of voices all mushing together

i coudn't focus

i coudn't breathe

the last thing i heard before i passed out was the stern shouting from xander

"everybody get the fuck out she having a fucking panic attack"

hey if you guys see random chapters being published i am just going through things editing them and trust there is a lot of mistakes 

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Byeeeeeeeee