Better days ( graves an child reader)

Losing hope (chapter 32)

A/n- I might be taking a small few day break soon just letting you all know ! The peotic rizzler sadly has Shit to do and is tried as fugg but here is a chapter !!

Tw-abuse mentions

You stood out in the hallway with ghost , your hands shaking slightly as the realization set in the memories clouded your mind. Ghosts gaze softened as he felt pity for you which was rare. He usually felt nothing for nobody aside from soap as he usually was emotionally unavailable and was never big on feelings or opening up but for you was different. He felt for you and he knew how hard it was as he even himself had gotten memory's from his harsh childhood and from the abuse he also endured from his father.

Ghost kneeled down to you as he saw you slumped down the hallway wall as you tuck your knees to your chest as your panic grew more and more intense with each passing minute. Ghost gently grabbed your shoulders and he stared at you for a moment.
"Y/n look at me."
His tone was soft yet deep as it held a good hold it. His touch gentle and caring. You looked up at him , the eyes glossed over and your panicking and distress showing greatly.
"Breathe."
Is all ghost said as he pulled his hands away from your shoulders and then  Sat down next to you hoping to give you some sort of comfort.

You tried breathing , you tried shaking the thought out of your head but there really was no avail. You were frightened by those words. Your biological father was around , the person who had caused you pain and fear , the person who had made you feel the sensation of bruised skin , those hot searing pains of cuts along your body. He caused so much suffering and damage to your body and to your mind. You've seiffered through so much abuse and trauma that you've felt you lost the ability to be loved but it changed when you had been found..for you had been destined to better days but all it felt now was like a waiting prison sentence.

"Y/n focus on me , look at me okay and name five things around you."
Ghost spoke as he tried to distract you from your Raging thoughts and tried to give your some sort of peace at mind from everything going on in your head. You looked at him as you tried to calm , as you tried to listen to his words but you let his instructions sink in and you scanned the hallway around you as you looked for five things to list off.
"Your mask.....the lights...your shirt...."
You started to list off things as you tried to calm down. Ghost stood with you paitiently as he tried to calm you. He knew the stress and the fear of the dire situation being explained currently. He knew that this wasn't good but he also wasn't going to stand around and let you endure more. He's seems some shit and he knows that you have as well but he didn't want to to see anything more.

Slowly but surely you managed to calm down with the help of ghost. His presence providing the comfort you seeked and yearned. Ghost was cold , a killer on the field and tended to be blunt with everyone but you had made your way into the cracks of his heart and he managed to have a soft spot for you , one he wouldn't admit to anyone. You calmed down, trying not to think about the possibility of being found. Ghost watched as your breathing slowed and your expression grew less distressed , your body didn't tense and you were overall okay for now.
"What's going to happen..."
You muttered as you started to feel the thoughts slip back. Ghost then sat next to you , his large frame covering yours as he practically towered over you.

"We'll go to the safe house like they said and we'll keep you safe yeah?"
Ghosts tone was soft and gentle , one far from his usual tone of voice from how he usually talk to his higher ups or lowers such as privates and cadets. You gave a small nod as you trusted ghost , not fully but to and extent. Ghost didn't trust many and if he trusted anyone it was soap. Soap and him were like brothers , they knew eachother and they knew how one reacted and one's habits and such.
"I promise we will keep you safe , I will keep you safe.." he says quietly and you gave a small nod before turning your head to see that the beefing was over and Gaz , soap and the others started to walk out of the office/meeting room.

He lurked , he hid and wallowed in self pity for you were safe for now but soon would need to relocate to one's unknow city