Chapter 4: Everything New

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JORDYN'S POV-

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Great, school. It's earlier than I thought. I was saddened for a bit that I woken up until I realized all the positive stuff that can happen today during school since I'm a changed person. After this hell of a day, I'm moving to L.A. with my sister to start a new life. I couldn't wait to get out of this jail of pain. After thinking about the day, I brushed my teeth then I did my makeup using foundation, eyeshadow, lipstick, mascara, eyeliner, just the basics. I then scattered through my closet and found an outfit from yesterday that I've bought. A long sleeve floral crop top, pink leather skater skirt with a golden zipper in the back, long gold necklace, silver bracelets and rings, and I lastly wore my Brown Jeffrey Campbell's (A/N they're like heel pumps but in boot version). Finishing everything off, I curled my hair making sure it was loose. After that, I smiled at myself in the mirror. All of a sudden, my sister called me down to eat. Just in time I thought. My mom cooked healthy pasta and toasted whole grain bread with low fat peanut butter. (dang so healthy lol) It was delicious. My mom was really happy with my look although she thought I looked even more beautiful before. After breakfast, Lauren and I hopped into her Corvette and drove to school. She was excited for people to see my new look. I was glad too. Once we got off the Corvette and walked the halls in school, (like the ones in movies lmao) everybody was mainly looking at me. Was this really how people saw me? As the center of attention? Boys wolf whistled, the popular b*tchy girls had their jaws dropped, and many of the girls said I looked really pretty. Awh the life. It will end soon since I'm leaving. I can't wait honestly. My sister left me to go to her locker and I put my stuff into my locker. I closed my locker and next to me was Cameron and the boys. God, what did they want now?>:(
"Hi Jordyn.." Cam said looking down.
"What do you want Cameron? To beat me up? To call me a whore? To embarrass me?" I said angrily.
"No. We just wanted to say we were sorry we bullied you and that Taylor knew it was you yesterday at the mall. I actually have more stuff to explain but I-" he said being cut off.
"First of all, do you seriously expect me to forgive you right after 3 years of feeling like sh*t and like I was never meant to be in this world? Did you think I forgive that quick? And second of all, I don't need any explanation because it'll be worthless since I'm leaving" I said.
He looked up when I said I was leaving.
"You're what? You're leaving?" He said shaking.
I walked away until he grabbed my wrist. I winced in pain since it still hasn't recovered. He and the others saw me winced.
"Wait, do you cut yourself?" Taylor said.
Cam rolled up my sleeve and saw all my cuts. Taylor looked like he was going to cry so he ran out. Cam and the others stood there.
"We did this to you?" Cam said tearing up.
The boys were crying. I made him let go of my arm and I had to call him out.
"Yes, all of you did this to me. I cut, I take pills so that my anxiety level doesn't go up, I have panick attacks, flashbacks and I've attempted to kill myself so many times. I tried overdosing, hanging, cutting till I have no blood left. Do you not see what your actions have done to me?! You broke every single piece of me Cameron. My heart hurts so f*cking much and I just want to be done with it all. The pain you caused me, the beatings you give me, the hate you spread about me. What good has this done for you Cameron? HUH?! What f*cking good?!" I said sobbing, "Now that I'm leaving, you'll finally be happy without me. I regret ever meeting you guys and I hope you had what you wanted.. to see me gone." I said while walking away and wiping my tears.
********HOURS PASSED*********
The boys haven't talked but they all looked guilty and upset. They should be happy. They wanted me gone in the first place. Finally school's over. It was my last day for me and I had to quickly use the bathroom since Lauren was waiting for me outside by the car. Everybody was gone and I was the only one left inside. As soon as I left the bathroom, I was pulled by the hand by the one and only.. Taylor Caniff. He grabbed my face and kissed me. My opened eyes suddenly closed. I felt sparks raging continuously in my stomach and especially my heart. What was happening? Why was I kissing Taylor?
"Just because you were leaving, I couldn't leave without a kiss because Jordyn, I love you" he said.
I was shocked. Then I saw a crying Cameron run past by. I told Taylor I had to go and with that, I left with my sister. I couldn't believe what just happened.

A/N: Oh god. Taylor kissed Jordyn?! Oooh but Cameron. I wonder what he must be feeling right now. Who do you ship? #Tayden or #Cadyn? ;) Comment below who you think is perfect together!

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