dont suffer in silence.

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Minor TW ⚠️

Me and kaya are going great we hangout when ever we can go on dates constantly the only problem is were not that deep i havent told her about my SH problem and sure she has seen me naked but all the times we have sex its dark so its kinda hard to see and she hasnt told me anything about her family which i think is a bit werid so im asuming its something deep so i called her over today to try and get deeper with her to hopefully help me help her more

She gets to my house were chilling i think its time "kaya help me understand you" i blurt out she looks up from her phone "what do you mean baby" she looks at me curious "you havent told me anything deep about you and not saying you have to just i wanna help u with whatever u need" i say in a calm tone "well um my parents got divorced when i was 3 i lived with my dad until he died when i was 5 then i had to move into my Abusive mothers house not physically just mentally alot then at 13 i tried to take my life and um yea thats it" she says her body language didnt change or face but i felt teary eyed but quickly hid that "baby im sorry..." "What about you?" She hesitates a little "umm nothing too bad, i guess i mean... i have been self harming since 14, but im 3 months clean." She looks up again and gives me a hug it lasts awhile before we both agree to watch a movie kaya stayed over for another 3 hours before she goes home "you can always text me ava" she says opening my door "i know. U too dont suffer in silence." It's a bit awkward, but at the same time, cute, she leaves, and i head downstairs where Nick and Matt are watching a movie, and Chris is on his phone. we ended up playing uno and eating Taco Bell

AN: Sorry about the last 2 chapters that were requested. i guess. idk im not 100% comfortable writing that, so i dont think they will be anymore of that, so.

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