i didnt want to be saved

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AN: OKAY IM BACK INJOY WHORES

Nicks pov:
I feel like the last few hours was a black out we found ava dead chris called 911 immediately matt said he didnt feel a pluse and i said i did long story short shes alive but barely im sitting in the hospital waiting room anxious as ever the doctors havent told us anything we know shes alive but in horrible condition around the 1 hour mark of waiting the doctor walks out "averys brothers?" Me matt and chris spring up "shes doing well shes sleeping but you can see her if you want" we rush into the room ava has both her arms heavily bandaged i sit next to her rubbing her hand "when will she wake up?" Chris askes looking at the doctor "soon" the doctor leaves the room

Avas pov:
I wake up i look around im in a hospital my plan failed... i see nick matt and chris "guys.." my voice is low and raspy all them immediately look at me then hug me "we thought we lost you..." nick says holding me like im gonna run away if he lets go "i-i didnt want to be saved.." they look at eachother clear sadness in there eyes "you cant just leave." Matt says i feel my eyes tear up i cant even tell if it was a mistake for trying "you will get better i promise.." i suck my tears back up the only reason im not gonna go home and try again is cus of the way an attempt is affecting them i know they need me "i wont leave u again.." i say coldly "good.." chris says a few hours later im able to be released from the hospital im silent on the ride home things feel so different and maybe thats cus i wasnt planning on being here it feels so unreal...

AN: i wasnt planning on coming back but because of 10k im back if this chapter gets enough love ill keep going

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