Avery Sturniolo ♡

surprise

⚠️HUGE TW⚠️

Ive convinced my brothers to let me home school online they dont know about the rape i decided not to tell them i dont want to be dramatic i guess and they would be all worried and thats not what i want. for online school i can do my classes whenever i want and the work is easy atleast for me im an all A student so i get threw my work pretty easy thats why they trusted me to home school myself well its been 2 whole weeks and im gonna be honest ive started to cut myself again and im not gonna let my brothers find out this time which has been hard because they are always worried about me doing it so ive been doing it on my thighs so if they did a random wrist check they wouldn't find anything.

My brothers came home after filming and brought me food McDonald's "hey do u wanna be in the pod tomorrow?" asked Chris from the fridge. "Sure. What's the topic?" I said, lifting my head to look at him."Im not gonna tell you." Said Matt "boo but fine, " i said, heading up to my room. I decided to call  Kaya. i haven't really talked to her
"Hey babe," i said, holding the phone up to my ear

"Hey Ave." When she said this, i knew something was up

"Whats wrong.." i knew just didn't want to be the one to address it

"Have you told your brothers?" She said flatly

"No, and i dont plan on it." I said, staring at my wall

"Ava, you better i know ur cutting," she said, her voice sounding breaky

"What how?" i said, genuinely surprised

"I didn't but took a guess and got the reaction that says it all ava you need help tell your brothers," she said, lowering her voice

I hung up on her i felt bad but i couldn't do it i went downstairs to steal my brothers phones and block Kaya like the smart thing to do but in that 2 minutes i took to get up and sneak downstairs Kaya had group texted my brothers and they were sitting their waiting for me. "Ava." Chris said with his phone in his hand. Fucking hell. "Mmhm..." he read the group text, and it said,"avas brothers, it's Kaya. She's selfharming again i dont know where i just know she is." He reads then looks up at me "roll doen ur sleeves" Matt says gesturing down thank god i was prepared for this i do as he says and roll both my sleeves up as far as they can go nick and Chris look at eachother not knowing what to do but Matt looks unsatisfied goes over to Chris and Nick and whispers "no we cant" is all i hear out of Chris "i know this is werid but go change into shorts" i hear Matt say "alright" the scars are hiding on my thighs not my legs so im still not worried plus its not like matt can say take ur pants off so.. anyways i walk back downstairs in some PJ shorts. "Okay..." i say doing a 360 "okay now roll them up as high as they can go" WHAT fuck i guess i thought he was stupid or something i just stand there in shock "ava now." Chris said i hesitantly roll them up as far as they go Nick comes over and hugs me Chris takes me up stairs to the bathroom and grabs the med kit when were done i get downstairs again and matt says "im bringing u to therapy which i should have done a long time ago this is not healthy avery" he talks like hes mad but any person who knows him knows its saddness i nodd and walk up with nick to his room

AN: next chapter is intense so brace ur self