~ℒℴ𝓋ℯ 𝓀𝓃ℴ𝓉~ || tokio hotel|| Tom kaulitz||

You didnt tell me..?

"YOU NEED TO TELL HER TOM" bill yelled at me as I kept a serious face, no movements.
"Bill it's not that easy, she's the daughter of you know who, I slept with her for us to have this life, I was her slave for a month, her sex doll basically just so we can have power and respect" I said
"No Tom we didn't want this you did, you went mad ever since Lilly's fake death and if you keep this gang shit up she's going to die, we are all" he said
"Bill no one and I mean no one is going to touch us, Lilly is safe" I said
Bill laughed, "she isn't safe, she's stuck with you and you know she doesn't want this, you know she wants to be in Germany with her fans,family and friends"bill said

He was right but I wasn't gonna show it.
"Get out my room" I said as he just left

I let my hands fall into my head knowing that Lilly and Tasha are going to be physically fighting lots more and what if nobody is there and Lilly kills her? No she wouldn't she isn't like that? Right?

Lillys pov
I felt bad but overall I couldn't care less.

I began feeling that same sickness feeling I've had for ages now as my hands flew to my mouth I ran to the toilet as I threw up everywhere, I felt someone hold my hair and rub my back as I didn't care I just needed to be sick.

"You okay?" Tom says
"Mhm" I say whipping my mouth
"You've been like this for a week...is there anything you wanna tell me?" He said tilting his head as I sat on the floor
"No" I mumbled as he didn't say anything but get me up from the floor

"Okay baby girl, we are all going out tonight so dress to impress" he said as he slammed his lips to mine then walked away.

Great more racing.

I braided my hair and just put on some jeans and a jumper as I didn't feel like getting dolled up to watch girls thirst for Tom and neither watch them race in a mini dress and heels.

I walked downstairs as Tom eyed me up and down then he scoffed.
"What" I said
"Your outfit, your supposed to be known as Tom kaulitzs girl not some bimbo who looks homeless" he said

"No Tom it's freezing" I whined
"Lilly don't make me look stupid" he said pointing his eye brows down as he death started me.

I rolled my eyes and groaned as I took myself back up stairs.

I walked into toms room as that's where I had to sleep.
I opened my suitcase and pulled out a silk short dress with some heels as I just put on some makeup I took myself back downstairs as Tom grinned this time.

"Good girl" he whispered in my ear as we walked to the car.

Once we got to the abandoned house, it was a huge house you can race around.

"Tom I'm really cold" I whined as I crossed my arms trying to keep warm.
He titled his head at me as he took his jacket off and gave me it.

I put my hand out as my fingers caressed his knuckles I felt a sting of butterflies, as I put the jacket on I got that signature scent of him, cigarettes.
He gave me a soft smile as we stood by georg Gustav and bill.

"Hey guys is Ellie or something coming?" I asked
"No" bill said
I frowned as I looked at Tom
"Don't ask me, I didn't say anything" he said
"Lilly they are in Germany right now preforming" georg said as bill Gustav and Tom gave him a look.
"Germany?performing? Why didn't you tell me? I need to be in Germany" I said feeling annoyed now
"Listen it's best you stay with me Lilly" Tom said
"No Tom you don't get to decide what you want to do with me" I snapped as he raised an eye brow and came closer and knelt down to my level.
"Lilly you are mine and what I say goes" he whispered sending shivers down my spine.

I pulled away as I walked off, I was going to Germany and I knew they needed me.

I got a cab back home as I booked a flight in 2 hours, I packed my bag as I got in contact with Ellie and it was only a week.
Once I packed I threw on some comfy clothing as I left.

Once I got in Germany I just this rush of adrenaline, Tom would be mad, he'd try find me, won't be able to and I just feel free, I don't have to be scared what Tom or people who hate him could do to me if I move out of line.

I got a taxi back to the hotel as I hugged ellie we walked up to my room I was sharing with Brianna.

"Hey bri" I said
"LLLY" she squealed as she hugged me
"Oh owww your hurting me" I giggled as she pulled away
"Sorry sorry"
"Oh by the way Lils we have a red carpet event, the Grammies" she said as my heart sank
"NO WAY" I yelled as my mouth dropped and eyes winded.
"Yes way" she said grinning
We both down that girly squeal jumping up and down
"When is it?" I said
"4 hours.. 4 HOURS WHAT" she said as we both frantically got our dresses out and heels as I got in the shower so did she and we began getting ready.

I wore this really gorgeous slim black dress bringing out all my curves and features.

My hair was in a curly bun as I had a nude makeup look with some black plain heels.

Me and Brianna walked out of the hotel room and I seen Lucy as we hugged.
"You look stunning" I said smiling
"So do youuu" she smiled back as we all walked down the hall into the limo.