~ℒℴ𝓋ℯ 𝓀𝓃ℴ𝓉~ || tokio hotel|| Tom kaulitz||

A bad start

I'm the limo the girls were all so happy and chatty but I just kept my head low as I sipped on my glass of wine.

"Whats up with you?" Brianna asked
"Oh nothing" I said as they all exchanged looks
"Lils don't lie" Ellie said as she gave me that look I folded.
"I'm scared toms gonna find me and hurt me" I mumbled
"He is most likely gonna find us but he sure won't hurt you"Lucy said
"I'm scared tho, you don't know him" I said with a pleasing look in my eyes
"Lilly we will get you away from him even if our lives are on the line I mean look what he's put you through" Brianna said
"But I love him" I said as I felt my eyes water.
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Ellie sighed as she looked lost for what to say.
"Okay I'm in love with Tom, no matter what I still love him and I hate it" my voice croaked
"Lilly we love you and when you love someone you'll do anything to help them,love is so strong and beautiful" Lucy said
I looked up at them as they all launched their bodies on me as I giggled so did they.

"Okay we are here, ready?" Ellie said as we nodded we came to a stop as the limo door opens and we step out.

I smiled as I watched all the cameras and people yell for us.

I signed a few peoples head,arms,hands,chest,legs, everything they wanted as we took a few photos we went inside.

Toms pov
How could I let Lilly go? She's in danger, seriously bad danger.
"Bill we have to" I said
"No Tom she's fine" bill said
"She's in danger you don't get it" I snapped
"No Tom you can't control her,she doesn't need you" he said as his eyes widened in his response as I punched him in the face
"Don't fucking say that" I spat as I turned around I grabbed my keys.

Nobody tells me what to fucking do.

Lillys pov
We was all sat down now as they was gonna announce the winners for this year Grammies.

I felt my heart race as they opened the paper, I was so excited yet scared.

"And the winner of this year is...." She said building the suspense
"So what" she said as my heart stopped,everything froze as I began jumping up and down we all walked on stage and I held the statue.

"Thank you everyone like really, we wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you" Ellie said as we all smiled.

The crowd went silent as we heard a huge loud bang coming from outside, I looked at the girls then at security as another went off everyone broke loose, screaming,crying,fighting all happening at once.

I froze on the stage as more loud noises come I felt a cold jolt as ellie pulled me off the stage.

"What the fuck" Ellie said
"Is it Tom?" I said as I began panicking
"It can't be, Tom is in Tokyo for one and he wouldn't set off bombs he isn't dumb" Lucy said as security rushed us out to a car.

We seen huge holes in the ground and smoke filling the air, so many damaged stuff, so many people.

I was terrified what's gonna happen, I'm shaking, what if toms behind this?

While we was driving I watched toms car race past us as my heart stopped and my eyes softened.

The slow motion of his tense face,his side profile and his braids all in one just made me more In love.

"Ladies do you know that person following us? Well the 4 cars?" The driver asked as I looked back it was Tom and the boys.

"Yes, yes stop the car" I said as the car stopped I got out and for the first time I flew myself into Tom.

"What's going on" I said as Tom looked at me.
"Something bad" he said as his face was worried and scared.

What does he mean?

I didn't ask more questions as Tom held me in a hug rubbing my back.
We need to get out of here now" bill said as we all got in the 4 cars we drove back to the hotel a few hours out of Germany.

Once we got there we all ran into mine and Briannas room.

The boys began phoning people as yelling as many texts and calls were coming in for them I sat in my dress n the bed with the girls as we were all shaken up and terrified.

That's when it hit me.
"My family" I said looking at ellie as she shook her head.
I felt like some sort of me died, I hope they was alive I really do.

"Okay we are going back to Tokyo tonight so for now power your phones off and change into more energy clothes for like running or something since your all gonna need it" Tom said as I pulled out some low rise jeans and a white tank.

I tied my hair in a bun and took my jewellery off as I knew this isn't gonna end good.

We all stayed sat for hours waiting for the call to go home.

Once we had gotten that call we all grabbed our things and ran down the stairs.

"Okay lilly and me, bill and Ellie,Brianna with gustav and Lucy with georg" Tom said as we all nodded we got in the cars.

"Tom what's going on" I asked
"I really don't know but I know for a fact we are all dead if we don't move now" he said switching the gears as we raced down the highways.

I didn't know what to feel but I just had to stay strong for my parents, the girls and Tom.

I was gonna die.