Falling [ 𝓚.𝓥 ]

"𝐁𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐭"

ꜱᴍᴜᴛ ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢ

It felt like nothing else in the world mattered. I held onto Elias' waist as I sat and rode on the back of his motorbike. Soon enough, we were sat together on a random bench, somewhere in Austria, with no one but us. We sat and stared into the dark, when cool breeze ran through my spine resulting in a shiver from me. Without warning, Elias placed his hand over mine.
"If you weren't going to get married, would you have given me a chance?" He asked, quietly.
I didn't spend long thinking.
"Yes".
"So you wouldn't mind if I did this?"
"Do what-".
Without warning, Elias used his hand to move my face, and he leaned in to kiss me. I was startled at first- but he placed his free hand on my waist. And before I knew it, my hands were wrapped around his face and the kiss was quickly cut short.
"Come" Elias grinned.
I took his hand, and we ran to a house, most likely Elias'. We ran through the hallway and Elias practically through me on the bed. I had no idea how badly I had been craving someone else's touch, how badly I felt like I needed it. Elias had a soft look, but he knew what he was doing. He quickly removed his shirt, the lights were dim and I also began to remove my clothes until I was left in nothing but my black bra and thong. Elias quickly moved on top of me, and began kissing me with passion, I paused to take breaths in between before wrapping my legs around him. The lights were fairly dark, so we weren't able to see each other too well.
"Can I do this?" Elias asked while breathing heavily.
I quickly nodded, my body aching for him to go on.
With one hand, Elias unclasped my bra and threw it aside, before massaging my breast and running his hand down my body while kissing me. The kiss felt comfortable and warm, but with so much passion. I felt myself tense a little when I felt Elias' hand travel down my body and reach my clothed pussy, but I wanted him to go on.
"You're so wet" he whispered loudly, in-between heavy breaths.
He began to remove my thong with one hand, while his other hand was being used to caress my cheek as he kissed me.
I could feel my body temperature rise even in the coldness of the night. My breathing quickened, and I could feel Elias' abs pressed against my breasts. I could hear Elias rushing to unzip his trousers, and I watched his silhouette slip on a condom before he made sure I was flat on my back. Elias ran his cold fingers down my pussy before he began to thrust his dick inside of me. It was a while since I last had sex, but I loved every single fucking moment of it. Elias helped me lift my hips as my legs were wrapped around him, I loved the feeling of it all. I could hear Elias grunting and breathing heavily, as I was left trying to suppress my moans. Elias felt like a burning sensation inside of me, but I loved feeling his thrust. I squeezed my eyes shut as I felt I was close to finishing, when I heard Elias moan something under his breath. I paid closer attention, and heard him moan "Kiara", when I told him my name was Amelia. Expectedly, I immediately became turned off and felt relatively hurt. Even if I only knew him for about an hour, it still fucked with me in the head. I slowly began to stop giving into his thrusts, and so it felt more uncomfortable.
"Who's Kiara?" I asked, with annoyance.
Elias wasn't stopping, but kept going faster while his eyes remained shut.
"Elias stop it-" I yelled.
It brought back memories I preferred to stay buried elsewhere, but I didn't want it to end up the same way.
"Elias get off of me you fucking creep!" I shrieked.
Before I could shout again, Elias finished and finally opened his eyes as he began breathing heavily.
"What the fuck I told you to get off, I told you to stop, I told you t-" My voice slowly became more hoarse and tired, it was like history being repeated and it felt worthless repeating things again.
"I didn't hear you" he shrugged.
"I fucking shouted it! Fuck me you didn't hear it!" I felt tears welling up.
Elias leaned back on the headboard with his hands behind his head.
"Did I not just do that?" He smirked.
I angrily got up and immediately put on my under garments and coat on top, not bothering to get fully dressed. I stuffed the rest of my clothing into my bag and said through frustrated tears,
"No, Elias. You raped me".
I rushed out of the house without turning back, my eyes were blurred with tears and I didn't know where I was. The world never felt more foreign to me- I was alone in a foreign city trapped with a foreign family and and an emotionally absent father.
My phone was left on silent, and I didn't know who to call, I didn't know who would answer the call and who would want to answer. I looked through my contacts in between tears. 
Father, Mother, Finn, Silas, Dominik, Victor, Cassius, Rayna Chamberlain the family doctor. And then I paused at Alexander's name. He told me to call him whenever I needed him. I felt cold and desperate, so I told myself I would count to 3, and press the call button on 3, but did it sooner than I thought.
I expected my phone to ring for long, but it was answered almost immediately.
"Marina? Where are you? Romero bastard just said you left because you were pissed off with him" I heard Alexander's voice say on the phone.
I stayed quiet for a bit, unsure of what to say or do, unsure of what I felt.
"You know what? Fuck him. You don't need to speak, I'll search the whole of fucking Europe for you" Alexander said, earning a small, sad smile from me.
I looked at the closest street sign and muttered the street name to Alexander.
"I'll be there in a few minutes" and then Alexander cut the call, leaving me standing alone.
No more than 3 minutes later, a black Mercedes pulls up infront of me, and Alexander exits the car in a black shirt and trousers, with a cigarette and a rolex.
"How'd you get this far on foot?" Alexander asked, before he quietly looked around and spotted the motorbike and the multiple houses surrounding us.
He slowly approached me, resulting in me taking a few steps back.
"What happened?" Alexander asked, with concern.
I tried to open my mouth to speak, but no words left.
"Did you go home with someone?"
I nodded without meeting his eye.
"Was he good to you?" Alexander asked, with a bit more frustration.
I didn't do anything nor say anything.
"Leonora if you don't tell me, I won't hesitate to knock on every other fucking door in Austria to find out who the fuck upset you" Alexander raised his voice, but careful to not frighten me.
Alexander began to reach for his gun and inserted a single bullet in the Chambers, before removing the safety lock.
I pointed to the door, and still kept looking at the ground. I heard Alexander slowly approach me and he lifted my chin up with his hand. His tattoos became more visible to me, and his nose ring suddenly became the most interesting thing to look at.
"What did the son of a bitch do?"
"He didn't stop" I said with frustration in between tears.
Alexander threw his cigarette on the floor, before shooting the single bullet in his gun to test his aim. The bullet landed directly on the centre of the street name plaque. Alexander then began to put another bullet into the gun chamber.
"Stay here, Marina".