Being alive but not feeling alive,
I set out on a quest to rediscover my lost will.
No reasons to feel alive surfaced,
Yet, at every twist and turn, more reasons not to feel, not to be alive.
Not one, not two, but countless.
Every path i wandered led to the same conclusion,
Why strive to feel alive when everything evades it?
.......Jeene ki wajah na mili,
To jeene ki tamanna talaash karne nikli,
har morr aur kinare pe marne ke bahane milte rahe.
Ek nahi, do nahi, anginat.
Jeena kya, jab jeene ka har sabab laapata ho.