Frankly?!
I liked more the time and the time when I had the clear certainty that I did not owe satisfaction to anyone, but could "hate" quietly, without fearing too much of any reprisal!
Today, this is no longer possible, because even though I do not have the clearest conviction that hatred, resentment and non-reconciliation can cause me severe spiritual damage, just by the doubt itself, I "intend and do not want to pay to see!"
Far be it from me to pretend to be a Good Samaritan and right here to enumerate my deeds, my good deeds, in the hope of finding graces before the Most High. Far be it from me, this pretension, because I do know how pretentious I am. However, because I am still a human being, full of defects, revolts and miserable jealousies, etc., every time I remember one or another act, done for the benefit of another and having been paid for, with the clearest INGRATITUDE, I have to fight so that revolt does not dominate, hatred does not prevail. Let not resentment of love and let me not be thrown into the darkness of grief and disillusionment...
However, I believe that one day... Perhaps very distantly, these creatures will understand how ungrateful and indifferent they have been to those who only wanted to see their good, and through the pain of remorse, they will begin to understand, how important it is to suffer to understand that when someone does good, it is to help him (a) to grow physically and even spiritually and each benefit neglected, forgotten and despised, etc., they will only be a kind of "fuel on the fire of the ungrateful", to make them one day recognize how mean they were to those who gave them everything, without demanding anything in return, in fact, not even recognition!
What happens, I believe, and I believe it is just like that, they do not have a LEVEL OF EVOLUTION capable of recognizing a benefit received as a virtue from their fellow man for the sake of his life and his progress, and everything that is done for people of this type, simply passes, in their short understanding, as an obligation. In this way, they do not thank their fellow man, nor will they thank God, Jesus or any of the saints. For these people, all that life gives them is little and if it happens that life refuses to participate in their egoistic plan, then life is no longer good...
So, an individual from the first days who knew a certain person, systematically helps him in every way, and in the end, in addition to not having any recognized benefit, he is also cowardly betrayed, as part of the payment, for having offered cooperation, help, solidarity and understanding. I sincerely regret all this misfortune, because life usually requires a hard reparation, when the doer of good suffers a great disappointment!
(1) Blessed are the merciful, for they shall obtain mercy. (Matthew, V: 7). 2 – If you forgive men the trespasses they do against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you your sins. But if you do not forgive men, neither will your Father forgive your sins. (Matthew, VI: 14 and 15). 3 If your brother sins against you, go and correct him between you and him alone. If he listens to you, you will have gained your brother. Then Peter came to him and said, "Lord, how often can my brother sin against me, that I may forgive him?" Will it be up to seven times? Jesus said to him, "I do not say to you up to seven times, but up to seventy times seven times." (Matthew, XVIII: 15, 21 and 22).
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