right under my nose

a whole new level

Jason's pov

The girls are in school and she's still asleep. I knock on her door but get no reply. I was thinking about seeing her naked yesterday. No matter how much I don't want to admit it. I knock again, still getting no response. I open the door and she's sound asleep with her headphones in. I hear relentless playing. I smile and take the headphones out. She doesn't wake up. I see the playboy from yesterday on the floor. I sit on the floor beside her bed. I brush a strand of hair out of her face and she opens her eyes. She smiles. "Hey handsome." She says. "Hey, beautiful." I reply. She sits up and stretches. "Have you been watching me sleep?" She asks. I laugh a little and nod. She gets out of bed and walks to her closet. "Do ya mind?" She asks. "Not at all darlin'." I joke. She rolls her eyes. "I'm going to get dressed." She says. My eyes go wide and I stand up. "Oops, sorry didn't realize that's what you were hinting at." I mumble awkwardly. She smiles. I leave. That was embarrassing! She walks out wearing a big sundress, almost two sizes too big. I decide to take her out for breakfast. "We got a Denny's." I say. She nods and I pull into the parking lot. We sit in my truck for a few seconds. "Before we go in, I wanted to apologize for the way I've been acting." She says, "especially last night." I smile. "Darlin' there ain't nothin' to be sorry about." I say, caressing her arm. We get out of my truck and I hold the door for her. We sit down and I try to smoothe the air between us. "Ya won't have to put up with me for too much longer. Since my tour starts back up next week." I say. She sighs. "I love putting up with you, Jason. It's like every time in high school when we'd hang out at each other's houses." I've been itchin' to ask her this. "Well then, do ya wanna come on tour with me? I sure could use someone to keep me in line." I ask. She smiles really big. "I'd love that, man!" She says,excited. We get done eating and go to the park from the other night. "We tell each other everything so I can't keep this to myself." I say, all in one breath. She looks at me funny and I take a deep breath before proceeding. "Yesterday when you gave me that magazine, I was wishing you were in it." I say. She stares at the ground for a few seconds then stops walking. "You wanted to see me in a bra and underwear!?" She gasps. "Maybe a little less that that." I say, truthfully. She breaks out into a smile. "That wish can still come true." She says, flirtatiously. I try not to smile but its forced out. "Just come home and you will get your wish." She says, nodding to my truck. I hold her hand as we walk to my truck. Am I really doing this? Am I about to see my best friend naked? I think we're more than just friends now. "Do you really wanna do this? I know I do but do you?" She asks. I look out the window not sure. I nod in answer since I'm feeling choked up at the moment. I park my truck in her driveway. I'm a little nervous for some reason. "Don't think, just do." She says, grabbing my hand. I'm so freaked out right now but I try not to show it. We go up to her bedroom. I kiss her and hold her hands in mine. I close my eyes and pull her close to me, kissing her the whole time. I back her up against the wall, my hands on the wall by both sides of her head. Her hands are dropped by her side. I lift her up in my arms and place her gently on the bed. She stops me. "I want to make sure, you're sure about this because once we start there's no going back." She says. We just stare into each other's eyes. We leave the question unanswered and strip. She crawls under the blankets and I follow her. Then we do something I never in a million years thought we'd do. I have sex with my best friend.