CAN'T TAKE MY EYES OFF OF YOU || Iwaizume h.

ch. 17

!! This may be a dramatic chapter, or it might be serious. Up to you. Also this'll get sad :) !!

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" The waitress then looks at Y/n, waiting for her answer. She then snapped out of her mind and says 'Can I have (fav drink)?'

The date had started. "

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Here and there, there would be conversations, not good ones, but they existed. Throughout all the talking, Y/n still couldn't understand why Oikawa wanted to go on this date after everything. Hell, why am I going on this date? She then thought. It all confused her.

Even if they were at a fancy restaurant with nice food, it wasn't her ideal date. She didn't know why, all the movies she's seen would have this exact idea. What made this so different? After digging through reasons and factors, she knew why.

She stared at the setter, who was eating so calmly and polite-like. All she felt was sadness, this wasn't something enjoyable. "Oikawa," she spoke, which caused the boy to lift his head, "why am I different to you? Or how?" He smiled, "Isn't it obvious?"

Y/n looked at him as if he was a puzzle to be solved. "No?" She began to think there was no real reason.

"Last year, when you were a 1st year and I was 2nd, I saw you as this small, not-so-pretty, fan girl. I thought you were some basic woman trying to get my attention who had nothing else to do," he began to give a whole story.

Ouch, nice way to say it, Y/n thought to herself. She was hurt by the description he gave.

"Well, it wasn't really a thought. Anyway, when you confessed to me, that image stuck to me, so I rejected you. I didn't want a puppy to follow me... I was going to ask you on a date as a sorry, but you ran," he continued his long explanation, looking at his plate. "When I saw you this year, you were different. A lot different," he looked up at the last sentence. "You were also prettier. Because of that, I was committed to give this date."

There was a long silence. Y/n was still listening intently, feeling a punch every sentence he said. Was I just a pretty thing for him to look at? That question was soon answered, "plus, how could have I forgotten you after how you've changed? You obviously changed your looks and personality, it was kinda hot." He chuckled nervously at the last bit. Y/n wasn't sure how to feel.

Should she feel happy that he finally noticed her for being beautiful? Or should she feel angry that he only now liked her because of her looks?.... Sad that he only liked the change he saw?

"So yeah, I like you because you're different than an odd puppy following everywhere I went!" He smiled, giving the idea that it was the best thing for him to finally like a girl.

Y/n felt beat, each sentence he said only hurt her more and more. She did want to grab a guy's attention, but for her being her, NOT for her looks. Yes, she knew that grabbing someone's attention involved looks, but not all of it.

The two finish their dinner and leave to the car. Just like before, the ride home was silent. Y/n kept negative thoughts in the back of her head, wondering if admitting to this date was a good idea. Oikawa dropped her off at her home and said goodbye.

Once Y/n walked in the door, her sister began to jokingly scold her, "Where were you missy? It's.." Mary had stopped, realizing her sister had formed tears in her eyes. Mary approached her sister, hugging her to try to cheer her up. "Ate? What happened?"

Y/n's lip trembled as she tried to speak, but she could only whisper, "Nothing."

After about a minute of holding each other, Y/n goes to her room, not bothering to take off her outfit. She pulled out her phone to call Amethyst, hoping she was still awake. "Sorry! I'm currently not able to reach your call if.." No answer.

She almost thought she still liked Oikawa, but the date had only made her realized he wasn't for her. She knew why it wasn't the dream date, it's because he wasn't her dream guy. Y/n plopped on her bed after many attempts of calling her best friend.

Why? Why am I just something to ease his eyes? Can't he just love me? Y/n ran through terrible thoughts of the date. She couldn't help but think so negatively of herself. She wasn't someone to enjoy time with, but something to see. Y/n cried herself to sleep that night, her knees up against her chest.

"Tomorrow will be better," she kept telling herself.

A/N:

Sorry it's such a short chapter, but this is basically made to hate the date. There'll be some juicy drama coming up 🤭