The One I Was Waiting For.

Someone's there for me.

"Mitch, open the door, you're worrying us now." He says from the door.
He hasn't practically left my house since he heard I am behaving like this.
I am locked in my room from three days now. I don't want to go anywhere. I don't want to face anyone.
I have locked even my window and shut my curtains just in case Rob try coming in.
Shiyona and Mate are at my place from two days. They are every 10 minutes coming and trying to get me out of here but I don't listen.
I want to be alone.
I know I am taking this break up very badly but its not just a break up for me.
Right now I am experiencing mixed emotions.
I am mostly hurt that this was all a game for him. I am angry that he did not fight for me or texted me from three days when I am in this stage. I am sad that he still did not forgive me about that incident.

I have known him from just a month and he changed my whole life now.

I want to handle all this strongly but I am even scared to face my family and best friends.
Mom and Mandy along with Mate and Shiyona are not moving away from outside of my room. Dad, Mandy, Rich and Nia are consistently calling me.

Don't they get it that I want to be alone for some time.
But what bothers me most till now is why didn't Rob came and tried talking to me?
Doesn't he know I am here?

I am so fucked up right now. I just want to sleep. Well, that what I am doing from three days.
Getting drunk, puking, crying on myself and then sleeping.

"Mishi..." Shiyona's crying voice comes from outside and my eyes water at this.
My best friend is crying and I am helplessly lying on the floor on my own vomit here.
I can't even dare to look in the mirror right now. The sight will be scary.

"Please come out. I need you...I am sorry if you're inside because of me. I am not talking to Emmett, Mish. Please come back to us..." She says and cries more.

Holy cow!
Why is she blaming herself? Why is she not talking to Emmett?
Flush! Maybe she would have thought that Emmett is Dave and he loves her and so I am heartbroken.
It completely makes sense.

But I want to solve this. I can't let my best friend suffer because of me. She has been there for me and I have to be there for her.

So I try to get up.
But fall miserably on the floor again screaming as I hurt my elbow.

"Mishi, are you alright baby?" My worried mom says.
I feel so guilty for putting them through this.

This time with my full strength I get up and open the door weakly.

As I open it, I see Mate standing at the front wall leaning on it; his hands crossed and expressions fucked up.
Shiyona is sitting near the door and crying and mom and Mandy sits on the stairs some steps away from my room.

My eyes fill with lots of tears. I feel important. At least I am, to my family and my best friends.

"Mom" I say while sobbing.

"Sweet heart!" She stands up and walk to me. I fall in her arms helplessly. I can't help but cry as loudly as I can.

"I am sorry..." I say guiltily.

"No my daughter. You should not be" she caress my hair and kisses me on my stinking hair.

It's lovely how she can lovely even after my worse condition.

When I part the hug and look at the others, Shiyona and Mandy hugs me too. Even they love the stinking and spoilt Mishi. I am so lucky. But I am so not!

After a minute, I don't know what happens and I fell down in someone's arms. I don't know who is it. I just pass out I guess.

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