The One I Was Waiting For.

The Diary: second part.

Diary continuation :

Today James found out that Mishi wasn't his daughter. He had beaten me. Yes, he did.
He loved me so much, but now it's gone.
Yes, it was my mistake but...I had to do it. I really wanted a child. I already knew by his reports that he is not capable of giving birth. I did not want to break his heart. That doctor, he was such a jerk. He told me this stupid freaking solution and I agreed to it.
And now...I just can't deny because its the truth.
I am guilty, I am so guilty. I am sorry.

I can't believe what happened. I was going for my usual business meetings and I met my childhood friend there: Peter. Peter is a very free minded guy. He is still a bachelor and enjoying his life as a model. We have a contract with him. He looks so different now. I can't deny I noticed those muscles. He is still the same. But as soon as we were in the coffee shop, he asked me what was wrong. He saw those marks on my body. I told him about James. I shared with him everything and he supported me. He said i should talk to James about it and sort out.
I will do it tonight. Hope he comes back.

I talked to James and all he did was to beat me again. I hate him. I can't even tell Mishi about it. She will hate me forever and besides, she is so young right now. Peter and I talked again in the office. He supports me and is always on my back. He said he understood my situation totally. He even adviced me to stay away from James as much as possible. He told me not to come in front of him most of the time. I am doing that only. And now its been a month and things are getting better. He does not beat me daily. I am better. But he has started to force me into sex. I am so wounded mentally. I don't want him to touch me. I just hate him so much. And I think, I have started to like Peter. Husbands should be like him, supportive and understanding. And look at James, he has gone mad. I don't know what will he get by harassing me sexually.
But now its getting less. I am so thank full to Peter. Thank you so much.