Chasing The Fate (on-going)

Chapter 17

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I was still here, in bar. I don't know what to react sa sinabi ni Jeremiah, oh gosh. Like, seriously?

The other boy are glaring at him, Jeremiah and I stopped dancing already.

"Why?" dinala kami ni Jeremiah asked malapit sa may cr para roon sila mag-usap, o mag-away.

"Because..."

"I like her," Clarix continued.

Tama ba narinig ko? Tell me no please, i can't choose between them.

Because they are giving me a butterfly in my stomach always, i don't know which one of them are my crush.

Jeremiah are handsome, he's a type of a guy that he will do everything just to make sure that you are his girl, his love language are physical touch, he can pull a lot of girls whenever he wants.

Clarix are handsome too, he's a type of a guy that can give you a lot of assurance just to make sure that you are loved by him and just like to Jeremiah he will do everything too for his girl, his love language are words of affirmation and he is an introvert person around other people but he's an extrovert when you are with him.

I don't know, maybe hindi muna ako pipili, kikilalanin ko muna sila nang mabuti.

They are glaring to each other like they did something wrong that they will punish each other because of it.

I pulled Clarix wrist so we can go out now, i can't think peacefully right now but we need to talk.

"Do you mean it?" i asked him seriously.

"Yes, i mean it. Don't be mad at me baby, please." he's tearing right now, but why?

"I'm not, don't cry." i smiled at him, oh gosh baby you're so cute.

I hugged him tightly.

"I will do everything so you could see that i am serious with you, 'kay?" he kissed me to my forehead, the butterflies in my stomach are now flying inside.

"I'm sorry, i think you didn't enjoy." yumuko siya, he's really cute right now, if i can only put him to my pocket i will do it now.

"I did, because you are with me." i said, hindi pa rin nag sisink in ang lahat sa akin.

"Babe, hindi kita mamadaliin but please choose carefully. Choose someone who will make you happy and follow your heart is a must." he smiled at me while he is still crying.

"Hm... I said, don't cry" i told him. I don't know if he is sad because he think that he don't have a chance with me or happy because he confessed with no tremble in his voice.

"Let's go?"

"Stop crying, first." i laughed because his nose are red now.

He opened the passenger seat so i go inside quickly. When he is driving, i realized that i left Jeremiah alone.

I wonder if what he's thinking right now, Jeremiah, please don't be mad at me, huh.

I will listen to Clarix, i will choose between them carefully. I can't make them both to be my suitor, they will fight.

I will choose one from them to be my temporary suitor.

Later on, i posted something on my twitter acc, a lot of people are liking my post, i'm happy with that.

:cinnamorollwriter

choose a man that will love you genuinely.

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"You seems so happy, why?" Clarix asked while he is driving.

"Look," he looked at my phone so he could see why i am happy.

"I assumed that you are happy because of me." i giggled, i'm happy naman that he's with me.

"Can we go to mcdo?" i asked him, i'm craving right now kasi.

"Drive thru?"

"Yes, please."

He nodded, mcdo is near na.

When we arrived, i told him what i'm craving for. I like to eat french fries tonight.

Nakita kong ang dami niyang inorder pagkatapos niyang bumili, lolz i just told him that i like french fries and sundae.

"Why ang dami?"

"Let's date in a car."

I think we arrived in a park, the light christmas light are shining, the christmas tree are so tall and it's white. There's a star in christmas tree.

I just realized that christmas are coming, i'm looking forward for gifts huhu i want to cry right now!

I want to be with my mommy and Clarix this christmas.

If only daddy was here...

Kung makakasama ko lang siya ulit this christmas...

I'm eating french fries and i put kechup on it.

Nang malapit na ako matapos kumain, pinunasan ni Clarix ang gilid ng bibig ko, i'm so clumsy!

He's done eating already, wala man lang dumi sa mukha niya, he so perfect. His face are flawless.

I didn't realized that i was crying, he just said that i'm crying. It's so painful.

Crying silently is so painful.

When i was a kid, i am crying so loud but my daddy slapped me in my face because of it, he said that i need to cry silently.

He wasn't here anymore, he love other woman now than to my mother, than to his real wife.

"I don't know why are you crying pero ituloy mo lang hangga't mawala 'yung sakit." he hugged me.

I don't have a choice but to cry in his chest loudly.

"I love you," he kissed me on the top my head.

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