healing hearts

Chapter 15

⚠️RATED R CHAPTER!! if you are not comfortable with this type of thing read up until the dash marks and then move to the next chapter⚠️

Ben's POV

I really had to get her and I out of that party. There were drunk guys everywhere and every time a group would walk past us whether we were dancing or not, I would see them look at her and then turn to talk to each other.

I wouldn't blame it all on other guys though, I could tell she was getting pretty tipsy and so was I. My want for her was getting dangerously high and I want to have her all to myself.

I desperately want to make a move on her but I want to make sure she's comfortable with it first. Especially since we just started being intimate with each other.

But when we got to my dorm, and she was staring at me after I got undressed, the look in her eyes told me she feels the same way I do.

I watched her change and I just couldn't help myself.

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Alexa's POV ⚠️Rated R⚠️

I got changed and turned around and to my surprise Ben is standing right there. So close to me that when I turn around, our chests are basically touching.

I gasp and immediately feel my cheeks flame up as I look up at him. "Oh! Hi!" , I say in almost a whisper.

"Hey" , he says in the most seductive, deep voice i've ever heard. I watch as his eyes dart between my eyes and lips.

I swallow the lump in my throat, my body feeling so many different things. My heart is already racing and I can feel my body reacting to him in ways i've never felt before.

How is that even possible?? He's just standing in front of me!!

I think he can tell that he's affecting me because a knowing smirk crosses his face as we stand there looking at each other.

He moves his hands and places one of them on my waist and then the other to my lower back, right above my ass. I suck in a sharp breath, still looking up at him, his once light brown eyes now dark, burning into mine.

He leans down and brushes his lips against my neck and I instantly feel goosebumps raise on my body. My breath hitches and I feel him chuckle against my neck.

He starts kissing and sucking my neck gently and I instinctively move my head to the side giving him better access. I close my eyes and let out a soft moan.

He moves his mouth up to my ear, and bites my ear lobe gently. "I want you so bad Alexa, is this okay?" , he whispers into my ear.

I shudder against his breath and at this point am no longer in control of my body or how it reacts to him. My brain is mush from the way he feels against me and I couldn't form a coherent thought even if I tried.

I nod my head in response and he chuckles against my neck again. He pulls back so that he's looking at me and a small whimper escapes my lips from the lack of contact.

"I need you to say it, do you want me too?" He whispers, his gaze going from my eyes to my lips and then back again.

I nod, looking up into his eyes, "yes."

He smirks and squeezes my hip tightly with one hand as the one on my back pulls my body closer to his so our chests are touching now.

He brings his lips to mine softly but so passionately at the same time, like he's trying to show me how much he wants me in this one kiss. His tongue swipes across my bottom lip, and I happily open up letting him enter my mouth.