!!!TW!!!
SH, Suicide
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Noah
Hopefully I can figure out who she is as I read more letters.
Close:
I watch as people become close, then slip away and become closed. I watch, but never tell. I was there at the fucking beginning. I am time, you may be space but I created you. I see you. I shape your existence. I am God.
Text as many guys/chicks you want. Be a man whore/slut. I don't care. 'It's not leading them on, I am just friends.' Oh really? Not leading them on?
Person 1: Hey ;)
Person 2: Heya :P
Person 1: Wanna meet up?
Person 2: Sure!!! X
Person 1: tomorrow? Xxx
Person 2: Yeah xxxx
Person 1: :) xxxxxx
Yes, yes I definitely see it now. Not leading on, just making the other person believe wrongly that they have a chance in the future with you. Hang on a minute...
'Life is a roller-coaster'. No. If my life is a roller coaster, here's what it would be like:
1) I go into the theme park with all my friends, they leave me in the toilets
2) I try and find them, call them and they don't pick up
3) I wander around aimlessly, wondering what the point of it all is and whether I can lie on one of the tracks
4) I find my friends and walk up behind them, and they don't notice me, and don't care
5) We get on the ride, and even if there's the correct number I find myself without a space
6) I wait for the next one, and I get on
7) I love the thrill, place my arms in the air and do not care that they could break off
8) I arrive back, disappointed that the ride did not break and I did not die
9) My friends have left, and I am alone
10) I sit outside the ride and wait for them to come back
11) When the time comes to go, I head to the car, and wait until they get back
12) They say 'why did you leave us? You just left!'
13) I get in the back of the car and they sing jubilant songs of friendship and shit like that
14) We arrive to the designated persons house
15) I shut myself in the toilet
16) I open my bag and take out a tub
17) I take the whole fucking pot
18) I hear them singing downstairs as they grab the booze
19) They call my name, but it echoes around my heard as my vision starts to blur
20) They come into the bathroom, and I hear them say 'oh shit'
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In A Week I Will Be Dead
Teen FictionPosting new chapters daily! Noah has been bullied his whole life. His grades are bad, his home life is eh, and romance? Non existent. But everything seems to change when he begins to receive anonymous letters from somebody who seemingly plans to end...
