Always been u

I love u

(Nia)
I'm doing my makeup the slowest I've ever done.

-Come on you need to hurry, Bella says while looking for something that I could wear.

-Why? We have no time that we should be there, i say.

She sighs.

-No but I'm exited to party. Aren't u?, she asks.

-Not really, i say.

Bella sits down next to me.

-Okay so i don't want to be mean. Im saying this because I'm your best friend. But right now you don't have a life. You spend all your time thinking about a guy who treats u like shit. You are powerful so why're u acting weak?, she says.

I smile. She's right. Im powerful. Or at least I could be.

-This one looks so good on u. Wear this with some pants, she says and shows me the pink top.

-Burn it, i say.

-What?, she asks.

-Burn it. Put it in the toilet. Bury it in the garden. Do whatever u want with it but I never want to see it again, i say.

-I don't understand, she says.

-It's the top i wore the day I met him, i say.

-Oh, she says and puts it away directly.

I stand up when I'm done with my makeup. Bella gives me a black, short, satin dress. I look really hot in it. I've been putting a lot of makeup on my arms. I obviously did that before Bella were here tho. I wish I could tell her and I will. But not now. It's not the right time.

-Come on now then!, Bella says.

She's so exited. And I'm really trying. I'm good at acting. So I act really exited. I actually act so good that I think that I'm exited myself. We run into the house and hug people.

-Hey Nia. Long time ago, a boy says.

I do recognise him from somewhere but I don't know from where. He fix his blonde hair while looking at me.

-Yeah it must've been. I don't remember, I say.

He's laughing.

-Oh well I'm not a lot to remember I guess. Alex. We were in the same art class two years ago, he says.

-Oh no it's not like that. I'm shocked you remember me, I say.

-Ofc I do, he says.

He looks right into my eyes and I look away from him trying to see where Bella went.

-Did u see where Bella went?, I ask him.

-No but come on, he says and take my hand.

-Come on where?, I ask.

-We'll get u a drink, he says.

-Alright, I laugh.

I make a drink in the kitchen. We talk about art class. He's  so unlike himself now. But I'm a good way actually, not to be mean. We go to his friends and they are actually really nice.

-We should dance, Alex says.

-No way, I laugh.

-Why?, he asks.

Then I see him. Chris. I meet his eyes with mine and my heart is breaking again. I would do anything for him. But I can't because I'm just getting hurt.

-Okay, I say and take Alex with me to the dance floor.

We dance and Chris looks at us. Alex hold around my waist and I dance with my arms around his neck. I look up in his eyes. But I don't want to. It's not the right eyes. I dance as sexy as I can with Alex. Knowing that he's looking. Suddenly Alex gets pushed away. I get so shocked Im just standing there with open mouth.

-Tf are u doing?, Alex screams.

-Get away from her!, Chris says.

-Why would I?, he laughs.

-She's mine, he says.

-Oh. Last time I checked she weren't, he says.

I can see the anger in Chris's eyes. I look at him and he looks at me. He takes my arm and drags me away. Upstairs and into a room. He locks the door and then he turns to me and just stares at me.

-Chris, I say.

-You can't do that, he says.

-Oh what? I can't live my life? Okay but you have no choice but let me!, I say.

-I know. But I can kill boy who touches u in front of me, he says and stands close to me.

I look up at his angry face.

-I'm not yours, I say.

-You will always be mine, he says.

-Your drunk, I say.

(Chris)
Yes. A little. But it's like when I drink I can't control myself. I do exactly what I want to when though I know it's not good. I hold her face.

-I'm sorry, I say.

Her eyes fill's up with tears as she looks at me. The tension between us is getting crazy. I crash my lips onto hers and she kiss me too. She puts her hands around my neck and I lift her up to lay her down on the bed. We kiss until we're gasping for air. We don't have to say anything. There's nothing to say. We say everything we have to with our bodies. I take her dress of and she takes my shirt off. I touch her outside of her underwear and she's breathing deep.

-Ready?, I ask.

She nods and I start finger her with two fingers. She's moaning and I kiss her neck. I go faster and harder for every moan she makes. I hear how her orgasm is close. I go faster and she's coming with a pornographic moan. I kiss her and we both take of the clothes that are left. I look at her and she kisses me. I take that as I he's and insert myself into her. She's definitely more brave and are feeling more safe this time. We're kissing and her hands are all over my body as we feel each other. The love between us is still here. I know we both can feel it.

A little while later I am laying down next to her being out of breath. She is too and her breathing is so hot in some way. I look at her but she looks at the roof.

-I love you, I say.

I didn't really plan it. Like not at all. Like at all! I just slinked out. But it's so true. She's special. I love her so much.

-No u don't, she says.

-Yes I really do, I say.

-Everything u do is lying. I can't trust u anymore Chris, she says.

I sigh. Im not blaming her. She's right. Maybe she shouldn't trust me.

-This was wrong, she says and starts to put on her clothes again.

I do it too. In silence.

-Why?, she says after a while.

-I can't live without u Nia. Your my everything. And it's the truth. No lies, I say