Always been u

I like u

(Nia)
Another school day have been ending and I walk alone to the bus. Bella werent gonna take the bus home today. I get on the bus and see that Chris is sitting alone. I think about it for a second but decide to go to him.

-Can I sit here?, I ask.

He looks up from his phone and look really shocked.

-Of course, he says.

I sit down next to him and smile to him.

-Why are u looking so shocked?, i ask.

-Cuz I am. I never thought u would ask, he says.

-Surprise I guess, i say with little laugh.

(Chris)
I can't even understand I'm sitting on the bus together with Nia. She must be in a good mood today. Or else she had never done it.

-What are u doing the rest of the day?, she asks.

-Nothing I think. Why?, I ask back.

-Can i come home with u?, she asks.

Her green eyes are shining and she's smiling.

-Anytime. Why do u want to?, I ask.

-No one's home at mine, she says.

-Alright. Were chilling at mine then, I say and smile.

She nods.

-I feel very safe with u. And I don't know why, she say.

-Do you need to know why?, I ask.

-I guess not. But I'm not used to feel safe with people, she say and starts to stroke my hand with her fingers.

-I'm so happy you feel this way about me, I say.

She looks up to me and smiles.

-Your kind of pretty today, she says.

I laugh.

-Really? Thank u, i say.

She takes my hand and entwining our fingers. I just look at our hands. All the feelings that I've been trying to push away just starts to exist so bad. I've been trying to put them away because it have been clear she's not ready. But now. I look at her.

-I like u so much Nia, I say.

She doesn't answer. Just puts her head on my shoulder and squeezes my hand a little bit. When we are at my house she let go of my hand and we take our bags. And then we get off the bus.

-What's wrong with u today?, I ask in the way inside my house.

-Excuse me?, she laughs.

-You know what u mean, I say.

-Im just happy. Is there something wrong with that?, she asks.

-Not at all, I smile and open the door to let her into the house.

We get up to my room and I sit down on the bed. She walks around a little in the room. Looks out of the window. Looks at the baby pictures at me.

-You we're so cute. What happened?, she laughs.

-I got hot, I say.

-Yeah, she say and sit down next to me.

Her eyes are looking in mine and they're so beautiful I can't.

-U got a new haircut, she says and touch my hair in the neck.

I nod. Her small touch is killing me. She keep on holding her hand on my neck and drags it over my back with her nails.