The Backbone

Chapter 40

Tommy's POV

The few days that I spent time alone with Addy was brilliant. I no longer feel depressed, and I have grown to love him even more. We did everything together, we showered, and we went out and had fun during the day sometimes just walking along the beach arm in arm. Addy even let me help him get dressed and stuff like that. I just wish we could stay like this, but I know we can't. I have my daughter to look after as well and I know Addy has his career that he loves, and I don't want to take him away from that.

The last morning of us being alone I felt sad in a way because I don't want to have to share my husband again. I love our family and friends but I'm just not ready to share him just yet, but I know we have too. That is until Edna rings us and tells us not to go home until tomorrow.

I jump into Addy's arm when he tells me being careful not to hit his other arm that is still in the sling. Adam laughs and says you like that baby? You like having me all to yourself, don't you? I shyly nod my head and say yes don't get me wrong I love our daughter and our friends, but I just loved having you all to myself all the time. I especially loved how we didn't have to be quite when we would make love. I could be as loud as I wanted and not have to worry about Edna bursting in the room at any minute or her hearing us. Adam pulled me further into his chest and said yeah, I had fun to and making love to you was definitely better. We didn't have to be constantly on edge thinking she would just walk in at any time like she has done a few times. Luckily, it's never been when I was balls deep in you. It's only ever been just as I was about to go down on you or you were getting ready to ride me. That's the best part being buried deep inside you. Showing you how much I love you and love that sexy body of yours. I nod my head and say yeah, I like that too especially when you are a little rough and I can feel the slight hurt the next day knowing full well that you did that me.

I lean up to kiss Addy's lips that I love so much and say how about we spend the day here? We can walk around naked and nobody can see us as we are on the top floor. You can take me whenever and wherever you like. Adam nods his head and says now that I can live with and enjoy it. Just seeing your sexy body with nothing on all day and taking you wherever and whenever I like. You're on baby.

We do just that and boy did we have fun. I feel so young and carefree not having a care in the world and only having my husband by my side or inside me whenever we wanted.

That night just as Addy was about to order room service for dinner, I hear my message tone go off. I walked into the bedroom where I left it and saw it was from Anthony asking if he could talk to me tomorrow as he is depressed again after something happened which he said he will tell me tomorrow. I walk out of the bedroom after putting tracksuit pants on so I could get the door when dinner arrived.

I sit on the lounge next to Addy and he says who was that babe and why do you look so worried. I tell him what Ant wrote and about how he was depressed. I say to Adam I'm worried about him babe. This is not like him. He is normally stronger than this. I just hope that they haven't had a fight and are separating because I know deep down, he won't handle that. Addy pulls me into his arms and says he will be ok. He has Tim there and I know they haven't had a fight. Edna told me that Tim has a surprise for him. We will find out tomorrow. We will get up early and go home to so you can talk to him. So, don't worry your pretty little head about that tonight let's just enjoy the last few hours of us being alone. I nod my head and say yeah, your right I'm sorry I just jumped to the wrong conclusion.

That night we just cuddled up in bed like we do every night. Except I couldn't sleep something is not right with Anthony. I can feel it. Normally Anthony won't talk to me about his depression. He actually hasn't been depressed since I have known him and that was over 5 years.