Cold Flames

Chapter 33 : Wake Up

I didn't want to wake up. Sleep was almighty and comforting. Why would I want to wake up? The woman of my dreams is here... But then she is also in the real world. But in this dream world, she is idealistic, accepting every lie I told of her. Well... Me wanting her to marry her isn't technically a lie... Just kind of how she said yes. I mean, I never really thought about marriage, but I wanted to have something that she'd feel tied to. She knew of my past, and still looked at me with the love she did before she banned me from her house. Not with hate, or disappointment. Yeah... My dreams were showing a her I knew nothing of. Another reason for me not to wake up is the fact we'll be meeting Fray today. We've been training in Leo's facility a lot. But we need a new variable to this equation. I don't know how amnesiac Firen will react to her though, because she definitely sneers anytime her name is said.

Probably her subconscious at play. But if that's the case, she wouldn't so readily accept me right? The thought brought a smile upon my face. I could feel movement beside me, but I wasn't ready to open my eyes just yet. That's when I felt her soft lips brush upon my own, so gently that I instantly wanted more. My darling has heeded to my request of waking with a kiss. I brought my hands up, cupping her face gently, taking control of the kiss immediately. My kiss was much more demanding and urgent. I wanted to claim her as my own through my intimacy. That was how we communicated. Granted, that would backfire sometimes. I would always feel distance between us even though we did so many binding acts together. But I knew where the distance would come from... I just wasn't sure if I was ready to expose the dark abyss that wedged the gap between us. Her fingers curled on my chest, scratching me in the process. I let my hands fall limp beside my own head, letting my eyes open and stare upon my very own beautiful Firen. Her deep orange eyes stared back at me with wonder and curiosity. Her lips were released from me, and she covered her mouth with her hand. "This is why I don't kiss you in public. Are you capable of a chaste kiss?"

She said in a joking matter. I cracked a smile at the ridiculousness. "Now why would I do that when I can always kiss you like that instead? A chaste kiss is basically a tease of what I really want." I said confidently. She turned off me, seemingly flustered of my response. "But I'm sure it makes people uncomfortable when you do that..." She continued. I stared at her back, watching her muscles contract under her dark brown skin. My eyes wandered down, admiring the deep dip that her back curved into before poking back out to make out her round ass. Who knew that the back could be so arousing? No wonder my hands instantly grab that section when I'm pounding into her. She turned over her shoulder and lazily looked at me. I don't know if she was trying to look at me with a smoldering look, but that's definitely how it came off. "Are you even listening to me?" She asked in an annoyed voice. To be honest? No. I'm thinking of all the positions I'd like to take you in right now. "Of course I am. And I think we should just continue to kiss the way I like until everyone else gets used to it." I said triumphantly.

Who would argue with that solution? "They should be glad I've settled for JUST a kiss." I said irritably. I'm a bit of an exhibitionist, so I don't mind a little showing off. But I know for a fact Firen wouldn't be about it. "Oh Vice, You're so crazy." She laughed. I took a moment to relish her sultry voice, and melodic laugh. Damn, I'm so lucky. "Are you hungry?" She asked after a moment. I silently nodded my head, having her walk off to the kitchen. As she walked away, I noticed bruises on her body that made me cringe. I need to be more mindful when I'm having my way with her. Sometimes I get lost in the moment, and she's just so ready to accept what I want to do to her. I like that she's submissive at times, but it worries me that she won't speak up when I'm actually hurting her... Well at least in a bad way. I was kind of mad that day. She shouldn't have been so happy that Leon said she was beautiful. Do I not say that enough to her? Does she not already know that fact? If anything, it should have been just a reminder, not a compliment. But maybe I'm just being selfish. I smelled something in the air, which encouraged me to finally emerge from the bedroom. I pulled on some shorts, before walking to the kitchen. The sight before me was too much.