I can't do this

I Need Help. Now

⚠️TW - ABUSE, SELF HARM ⚠️

*****3:35 pm  13th July 2021*****

Y/N POV

"where do you think your off to misses" Lucy laughs having a joke with you but you don't say anything you carry on walking as fast as your little legs will take you praying she drops it and goes home. But no she doesn't, She jogs up beside you having to catch up deciding to walking with you. Panic sets in, she can't follow you home. You stop dead in your tracks. Trying to think of any excuse possible. But you can't you quickly blurt out, "you can't come with me. I need to get home I can't be late"

You turn to see Lucy's worried look on her face. You feel guilty that she's waited around for you and your turning her away. But you just can't be late he'll finish you off. "Hop in I'll take you home that way you won't be late. And then maybe I can meet you for a coffee tomorrow morning check in see how you're doing." She suggests.

You roll your eyes. Why does she have to be so persistent. "fine if you want to. I don't understand why you care. You shouldn't." You say frustrated knowing no one has once cared for you so why now all of a sudden has some one, well not someone the Lucy bronze started taking an interest in you.

" because I do ok. I'll always care. Remember that." Her words leave you confused but you don't push on it all that's on your mind is you getting home on time to avoid a beating. You hop into Lucy's car as quickly as you can hoping she understands the urgency to be quick. For the first 5 minutes of the car ride home it's silent, no music no radio no talking. Silent. You notice lucy opening then closing her mouth like she wants to say something.

"Lucy spit it out, your giving me a headache, I've seen you go to speak to me over 7 times. What is it." You snap regretting it straight away when she asks, "why you in such a rush to get home, it's a long walk from school y/n, we have plenty of time. Is something going on at home." You can't look at her. Your mind goes blank. "I just like spending time with my family that's all." You mutter out looking through the side window so Lucy can't notice the utter bull shit that came out your mouth.

Your saved by answering her question as Lucy pulls up just before your house. You're a minute late, so you jump out saying Thankyou and sprinting up the cobbled path that leads to the door. You whip it open and run in quickly closing the door behind you. Steven staggers up to you, you stand calmly.
He raises his hand up causing you to flinch as he swings it around your cheek slapping you across the face twice. The second one hurting a hell of a lot more it nearly knocked you to the ground ,"that's two slaps for being two minutes late" he starts laughing to himself. Your blood is boiling your so angry you go red. He pulls you in with his arms to forcefully squeeze your bum, holding it tight getting a really good feel. It knocks you instantly sick. Now you're getting older he's started to pay more interest towards you.

"what the fuck was that for" you blurt out not realising how loud you say it. Within seconds He turns to you angrily and walks over pushing you against the wall extremely hard which causes a photo frame to smash on the floor. He's holiding your neck against the wall choking you out. You're struggling to breathe. Every second that goes by the grip gets stronger and stronger. After a few minutes you start to feel dizzy his laugh starts to anger you. He drops you to the floor. The next minute you know you've picked up the broken picture frame and smashed it over his head. Taking one glance over at his now bloody head you make a run for it up the stairs closing the door and pushing your desk against it.

You sit on your bed hoping he doesn't come up which he will. Your hearts pounding, the adrenaline rushing around your body. For once you won, and it feels so good. A few moments later Leanne comes up the stairs screaming. You feel your heart drop. She's going to kill you. "Oiii fat b*tch, I'm going to have to take Steven the hospital. Don't you dare leave this house or I will kill you. And that's a promise" with that Leanne goes down the stairs. You quickly hop up to your feet and head over to the window to see  them get into the car and drive away.