I can't do this

Mummy Please Never Let Me Go

KATIE POV

You follow close behind Alessia as she sprints towards the manager of the sweet shop. "we can't get out of the shop, please can we go in the back. The press won't leave." She begs a tear slipping down her face. You notice y/n was passed out in her arms, your stomach drops. How the hell are you going to explain all this to Lucy.

The managers eyes widen when she sees y/n in alessia's arms. "Follow me." With that she takes you to the back of the shop and unlocking the door to a long corridor. "Go straight ahead turn left at the end and it's the first door on the right, shout me if you need anything." You quickly thank her before following Alessia and y/n to the staff room.

You start to panic as y/n is out cold, you quickly put three chairs together making a makeshift bed while Alessia lies her down taking off her jacket and placing it under y/n head for comfort. You start to pace up and down. "Shit" you whisper trying to work out what to tell Lucy. You look over at Alessia and y/n, she melts your heart how good she is with her stroking her hair, comforting her. "Lucy's going to kill me" you say to Lessie.

Lessie quickly looks up to see your in distress and places a soft kiss on your lips before pulling you into a much needed hug. "She's not babe, We can't control the media." She reassures you before heading back over to y/n.

"I'm going to call her."

You call Lucy.

LOOPY LU🤪

LucyI'msosorrywearegoingtobeinthepaperstomorrowy/nnotgoodweareinasmall roompleasecome

Smooth Katie real smooth.

Bloody hell katie I didn't catch a word of that.

Lucy, I'm so sorry, we are going to be in the papers tomorrow, y/n not good we are in a small room please come

Katie slow down what's going on.

I took y/n into a sweet shop and as we came out the media swarmed us. We carried on walking and I didn't realise y/n had froze she got stuck with the crowd. She must have had a panic attack because when I got to her she had past out on the floor.

Your worried how Lucy will react. She trusted you with her baby and look what's happened, you've not even had her for 24 hours.

Drop me your location I'm on my way. Please hold on to my girl. She'll panic when she comes around you need to hold her tight. She will try to escape your arms don't let her.

Ok see you soon

You listen to Lucy's instructions and pick y/n up off the chairs and into your lap as you lower yourself to the floor against the wall, holding her tight stroking her hair Whispering nothing but sweet words into her ear.

LUCY POV

As you hang up worry crosses your face. Leah looks at you concerned.
"what the hell is going on lu, Is our little girl ok" she questions as you see panic set in.

The phrase our little girl makes your heart beam. "they got swarmed by the media. Y/n's fainted I need to get to her she's going to be so scared" before you could finish talking Leah's already walking out the door racing towards her car.

During the drive you couldn't sit still. Leah notices as you rests her hand on your thighs rubbing small circles with her thumb to calm you down. "How long now le?" You question not being able to concentrate as you feel sick to your stomach.

"Lucy you've asked me that 6 times in the space of 2 minutes, I'm trying my best but you need to calm down, you don't want y/n to pick up on your anxiety it will only make things worse." Shit she's right. With that you lean your head back and close your eyes hoping this passes time.