I can't do this

Of Course I Can My Sweet Girl

⚠️⚠️Tw abuse mention
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LUCY POV

As you approach the stairs to go to your hotel room y/n freezes. You and Leah watch her as she looks down at her legs then at the stairs. She slowly lifts her leg but instantly winces at the pain.

"Hey little one, how about I carry you up the stairs?" She doesn't reply instead she looks up to Leah with pleading eyes.

"Would you like me to carry you sweetie?" She quickly nods her head. Leah picks her up being careful not to catch any of the stitches.

"Leah I .. I have your headphone in, I didn't want to loose it." She says with a smile nuzzling into leahs neck. Your heart breaks, you wish you where carrying your baby up to her room. You feel helpless.

"Thankyou, you are a cutie aren't you." Leah whispers into y/n ear.

Leah continues to carry y/n to your room. As soon as you approach the room Leah carefully places y/n down and she gets in your bed and puts the covers over her head.

Your heart breaks for your baby. "right I'm just nipping in the shower because I am very smelly. If you need me little one just knock on." She doesn't say anything. You take a deep breath and hop in the shower.

LEAH POV

You decide to get in the other side of the bed Also pulling the cover over your head so you can check y/n is ok.

With in seconds y/n speaks "Leah I know it's you. Please leave me alone. I just want to go to sleep." She begs holding her hands over her face.

"you can do that sweetie but I'm here for you. I love you so much, you don't deserve to be going through all this." You say trying to comfort her but giving her space as she can be funny when it comes to physical touch.

"Shit happens." She murmurs

You put your arm around y/n cuddling up to her, to prove you are there for her. Immediately she hesitates but she gladly excepts it turning over to face you and burying her head into your neck.

You draw different patterns on y/n back to give her something to focus on after the events she's just been through "so you have therapy tomorrow. Your mum will go with you after training."

"I don't want Lucy to go." She says sadly Grabbing the strings of your shorts twisting them around her finger.

"I don't think it's a good idea going alone. Your mum just wants to be there for you." You admit hoping that knob head of a foster parent hasn't brain washed your daughter.

"but that's her job she has no choice. If lucy hadn't got me that stupid bracelet I would be back with them out of your way and not ruining your lives. Lucy doesn't want me here. She has no choice. For all I know she could just give me up again." Y/n says chocking on the last words. You take y/n hand in yours running your thumb up and down the back.

"she wants you here more than you know. Since I met lucy about 6 years ago, all she would go on about is you, she loves you. She hates her self for giving you up. It was the hardest decision of her life."

"I don't even know her." you can tell she's putting her walls up, the trust they had build up was definitely gone.

"these things will take time but I promise your mum loves you so much. As do I, you've changed my life for the better. I can't wait to take you over to my mums she's going to love you." You say with a huge smile. Your mum is your best friend and you know she will look after your daughter with so much love and care.